Bella pov

I started to groan and I grabbed my head because it hurt. But I felt safe again and I snapped my eyes open and started blinking really fast.

Then I started searching with my eyes and I locked eyes with Mason and he was sleeping at least I thought he was.

"You hit your head when you hit the fucking floor Punch! I heard it all the way from the truck! You had complete total fucking shut down on me and you scare the fuck out of me." He told me never even opening his eyes.

I noticed it was still dark outside and I looked out the window.

"Umm, two days Punch!" I quickly sat up really fast. "Hey, your alright and your safe Punch!" I snapped my head around and looked at him and tilted my head.

He opens his eyes and I spoke with my eyes to him and it shocked him.

How!

"You haven't spoke to me with your eyes since before well since my sister stopped your heart Punch!" I looked at him.

I turned away. I swore I did! "No you haven't Punch this is the first time!" I  got up but everything got dizzy and I fell on top of Mason.

I grabbed my head. Something not right here. What's real and from dream.

"Punch what's going on here?" I pointed to my head and twisted my fingers in the air. Then I acted like I was sleeping.

"I get that! Plus the further we get away it's really fucking with your head!" I nodded my head and fell against him and he wrapped his arms around me and put his chin on top of my head.

"I really forgive you Punch for what you did to me. It was me I guess that was letting you make that safe place connection with me. Because you really fucking hurt me and I understand why you did it Punch! Hell if I was in your shoes I probably would of done it to. But I can't fucking lose you again Punch I just fucking can't!" He started losing it and buried his face in my hair.

I tapped my hand over over his heart. "I know you do and so do I with you and when we're ready we'll say them to each other again.

I nodded to him and sat up and gave him the I'm so sorry look and I lost it.

"I know you are Punch and I forgive you for this! This is really fucking tearing you apart the most isn't it?" I nodded my head and really lost it and then I started hitting him with my fucking fists.

"Whow, whow, okay so it's more than that I get that! Punch! This is where I wish you did remember! Because trust me you were there you were pointing things out to her that only you knew about me and well it back fired on the both of us in the worst fucking way possible." He explained to me.

I climbed off and went all the way underneath the table and hid.

"Oh no! This is where I unload the rental truck and take it and we stay together isn't it?" I nodded my head.

"Do even trust me Punch?" I nodded my head. "Thank God for that!" I looked at him confused.

"Why are you fucking confused by my reaction Punch? Your the fucking one thinks I cheated God damn it!" I got up and walked out and slammed the fucking doors behind me.

I got into the passenger side seat and stayed there.

There was a knock on the fucking window and I moved my eyes only and looked and I hurried and locked all the fucking doors and climbed into the floor board underneath the back seat.

How the fuck did I do that! I shrugged my shoulders.

"Oh come the fuck on! Get the fuck away from my God damn fucking truck asshole!" Ohh, ohh! I even heard Jack growling.

"I only want to know if she's alright?" I rolled my eyes.

"I'm not fucking stupid! A truck stop at night mind you and a female alone in a vehicle so most males think with there dicks and think lot lizard or just a free piece of ass. Uh, huh! Not my fucking best friend dude back the fuck off now!" I just blink after I heard Mason and even Jack went silent.

Okay no one messed with me and I yelped and started laughing when Mason pulled me from underneath the back seat and sat me down on the passenger side seat.

"Why are you fucking laughing?" I just smiled at him and pointed behind him.

"Oh the asshole behind me! Did he scare you Punch?" I nodded my head and I pointed to the lock on the door and pointed to behind me and then him and spelled out touch.

"I know that Punch!" He rolled his eyes. I hurried and pointed behind him and reached for his hand and took it into mine.

Mason had his raised and whipped around and hit the fucking guy and I watched the guy drop to the ground and I even leaned out of the truck to look at the guy.

"What! I told him to back off he didn't listen to me so he had it coming Punch!" I gave him a quick nod and leaned up and gave a quick kiss on the cheek.

I sat back and fasten my seatbelt like it was nothing a best friend thing but Mason was still there and I busted out laughing at him.

"Okay, I should do more good deeds more often than!" That did it and I fell over sideways laughing even harder.

It was nice to have a radio and cd player again. I was laying down and my bare feet were crossed outside the window and my head was on Mason lap.

I had his hand in my and I intertwined my fingers with his.

I closed my eyes and just let that safe place and feeling fill me and I just completely relaxed.

God I fucking missed this so fucking much. I held close to my heart and hummingbirds came on and I started singing it.

The wind is like a memory that paces in the night
Waiting for the moment that your guard is compromised
It don't care if you're sleeping
It don't care if you're drunk
It knows the secret you're keeping
No matter where you wake up

Ooh, when the rain gets poured
The river don't run to an old love's door
Ooh, and the train don't stop
'Cause the tracks get tired of the way it talks
Sun don't burn down the whole damn sky
Just 'cause the moon ain't on its side
Ooh, and the hummingbird flies on by
'Cause it hates goodbye, and so do I

The heart forgets the battle but remembers who it was
No scientist can calculate the ratio of love
It don't know when it's beating
It don't know when it's dead
It's just tired of keeping me out of my head

Ooh, when the rain gets poured
The river don't run to an old love's door
Ooh, and the train don't stop
'Cause the tracks get tired of the way it talks
Sun don't burn down the whole damn sky
Just 'cause the moon ain't on its side
Ooh, and the hummingbird flies on by
'Cause it hates goodbye, and so do I

Leaves don't know why they're falling
Trees don't know why they stay
The song don't know why it started
And I'm just that way

Ooh, when the rain gets poured
The river don't run to an old love's door
Ooh, and the train don't stop
'Cause the tracks get tired of the way it talks
Sun don't burn down the whole damn sky
Just 'cause the moon ain't on its side
Ooh, and the hummingbird flies on by
'Cause it hates goodbye, and so do I
And so do I

Mason took his hand out of mine and he cupped the side of my face and I leaned into his touch and I finally just fell into a peaceful sleep for the first time since Mason restarted my heart and I snuggled up to him.

      Edward pov

She actually snuggled into me and fell into a peaceful sleep for the first time since I restarted her heart and went back for her.

I gave her that safe connection again. I just kept running my fingers through her hair unless I needed a drink or I had to shift the truck.

She showed me where we were going so I was actually going to let her sleep.

She really needed this and to feel safe again. Then the way she hummingbirds song I really knew how she felt.

We both needed this! I knew this especially now! We needed to find each other again.

We had to do alone and away from everyone! Including our kids! Because if you really think about it we never get any chance to be alone at all.

We lost each other! It wasn't really us that pushed us away from each other it was everyone else that pushed us apart and I knew it!

Speedy, Thumper, everyone if you think about it except our kids.

I put the hummingbird song on repeat for some damn reason.

I finally pulled off for the night and picked her up and took her back to the camper and laid down with her and it didn't take me long to fall asleep either as I held her against me.

I woke up the next morning and she was still sleeping. I gently tucked her hair behind her ear and noticed she needed a hair cut again her hair grew out really long.

I slid my hand down her neck and she opened her eyes and looked up at me.

"You need a haircut Punch!" She reached up and yanked on my beard! "Ouch! Okay I need to shave! Did you have to pull so fucking hard Punch?" She smiled and giggle.

She spoke with her eyes.

I need a fucking shower and you can make coffee and breakfast and take your turn and then you can cut my hair I hate it long now!

I rolled over and started laughing. "I noticed that! You keep yanking at it frustrated with it!" She busted out laughing.

She shot out of bed like a bat out of hell. Human moment! Ugh!

I got up and made coffee and breakfast and she walked out and I went to give her a kiss on the forehead and she backed away so fast.

"Okay, I will go shave and take a shower!" I said laughing at her and grabbed a fresh change of clothes.

She was leaning against the table drinking her coffee watching me like a fucking hawk with her eyes.

I even pointed as I walked by her. "See, I am walking to the shower now! I'm shutting door now!" I shut the door and I heard her bust out laughing and so did I.

Oh it felt good to get rid of this beard and mustache and take a fucking hot shower let me tell you.

I got out and dressed and opened the door. "Better!" I said and she only moved her eyes to look at me and she died and went to heaven on me and I busted out laughing at her.

She sat up shaking her head on that one. That shocked the shit out of her.

"Haven't seen that face since before my stopped my heart! Wow!" She said out loud.

"Are you fucking kidding me right now?" She shook her head really fast no.

"Wow! We really fucking must of been messed the fucked up from this!" I told her.

She went into thinking mode. "The coma is when it started for you!" She told me.

Then she slammed against the fucking floor so hard like a force slammed against her slamming her against her back against the fucking floor like that.

"PUNCH!" I ran over to her and kneeled down next to her and I cupped the side of her face because I didn't know what was happening to her.

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