~ 3rd Person POV ~

" I love you...but I don't know what to do " Taehyung whimpered out, his car parked as he looked out the window of his apartment. Not really wanting to go inside to face his husband. There was never a moment where Taehyung didn't want to see Jungkook but it seems like things have started to change for him

The constant accusation of cheating, it hurt Taehyung more than anything. He was Jungkook's husband. They weren't acquaintances and they weren't friends anymore. They weren't boyfriend and boyfriend anymore. They were married. They took a vow for one another just got Jungkook to accuse him of one of the thing Taehyung vowed he never do to him

" Why don't you trust me" Taehyung sniffed, feeling the tears swell in his eyes. He couldn't even count how many times he has cried in the last two days

" let's just get this shit over with " Taehyung dryly said, and grabbed his things before getting out the car

Taehyung slowly made his way back to his apartment. His breath and heart feeling heavy more than usual from his friend advice. He knew they were right, he had to talk to his husband about them or else they were never going make it or go forward

As he made his way to the elevator, hands and legs shaking because of the conversation that he knew he was going to have with his lover. The constant arguments and the no trust in the relationship

Everything kind of felt like it was in slow motion for Taehyung. Seconds felt like hours

" the honeymoon stage doesn't last forever...exactly what my mom said " Taehyung dryly chuckled, looking up at the elevator ceiling and closing his eyes. His mom was never wrong, she was always right 

What was so wrong with their relationship?

The sound and motion of the elevator stopping gathers Taehyung attention as he walked off of the elevator. Slowly making his way to his door. Their gray door was spotted, tears in his eyes as he saw their hand prints, made with paint, on the top of the door

"....I literally begged you to do that with me " Taehyung whined, trying his best not to cry once again as he saw " Jeon/Kim Residence" because they couldn't decide which last name to go by

Taehyung opened the front door, greeted with nothing but silence and darkness. The sound of his footsteps was the only thing that could be heard as he shut the door and placed his keys in the key holder

As he walked down his hallways, he turned into the living room where he finally say his husband, seeing in the semi-dark living room with only a warm lamp lighting up the comfortable area

Jungkook's looked over to where he heard footsteps at. His eyes meet his husbands before looking back down at his hands and then speaking 

" What are you doing here so early?" His horse and dry voice saying, his voice almost being gone. Taehyung took his jacket and nodded

" I-I left the studio early, " Taehyung mumbled. Placing his jacket on the rack. Jungkook nodded, taking a sip of his wine and placing it back downs Taehyung looked at him before sitting down

Jungkook and Taehyung sat across from each other, the tension between them palpable. They had been together for a total of nine months, married for six and it just seems like now, their relationship was being strained and challenged now

Everyone knew that the honeymoon and puppy stage of a relationship wasn't going to last long but, many people could fix that. Jungkook and Taehyung just didn't know how to fucking fix it

After all, they were still very young

" We need to talk...a-about us " Taehyung whispered, voice barely above a whisper as he looked at his husband. A mixture of hurt, passion and pain was all that he could feel when he looked at his lover

" what's wrong with us ?"

Taehyung shook his head, rubbed his face

" Do you really not see a problem with us and our relationship?" Taehyung asked, a little taken back

"Taehyung, I need to know the truth. Have you been cheating on me?" Jungkook's voice was cold, quiet and accusing, and Taehyung flinched. Balling up his fist as he felt like yelling. He felt like cursing his husband out because why was this a question

The answer was obvious fucking no

"I'm not cheating on you, Jungkook. How many times do I have to tell you that?" Taehyung replied, frustration evident in his voice. He was sick and tired of Jungkook acting this question. What, just because he was a cheerleader meant that he was flashing his shit to every football player who breathed near him?

"I told you, Jungkook. I've given you this answer more times then we've had sex and lord knows we fuck a lot! I haven't been cheating. I don't know where this is coming from," Taehyung replied, the frustration in his voice palpable. He just couldn't understand why his husband would think something like that

Jungkook's eyes met his, then being cold and narrow. " Then why have you so distance from me? Just tell me. You've been out, for longer than usual and then you won't even let me touch your phone " Jungkook said, his voice becoming louder as he wanted to know why his husband was acting like that

" I was out more than usual because I was practicing new and improved steps for the cheers. I-I know we might go to the championship so I started to create some moves and everything for the team. I wouldn't let you touch my phone because I didn't want you to find out, that's why " Taehyung stressful sighed out, releasing into the air of why he was a little distance

Yes, Taehyung could admit that it was wrong for him to hide information about what he was doing but he wasn't cheating

" Even so, I still wasn't cheating on you. I'd never cheat on you. I was just really secretly about the championship because I knew how you would react when I told you. I already discussed it with you once and we see how that turned out "

" You were acting suspicious "

"I'm not acting suspicious, Jungkook. I never way. You're just paranoid. And frankly, your accusations are getting out of hand," Taehyung said, his voice firm

Jungkook scoffed. "Out of hand? You're the one who's been lying to me for god knows how long. How can I trust you when you won't even be honest with me about where you're going?" The raven asked

" because I knew how you would react Jungkook " Taehyung semi-yelled in frustration. Yes, it was his fault for hiding it but, Jungkook should have trusted him. He wasn't going out to cheat in him

" If you didn't give me a reason to believe that you were cheating on me then I wouldn't think the way that I do " Jungkook chuckled, not the type to cry during an argument. He just hit his bottom lip and looked directly at his husband who's mouth dropped

Is that what Jungkook really thinks?

" Do I give you a reason every single time that I go out? Do you really think that trashy of me til the point where you can't trust me a lot other men? You really think I'm going to spread my legs for any man out here? Is that what you think of me?!? I'm supposed to be your fucking husband!" Taehyung cried out, clear and wet tears running down his cheeks

" How much of a slut do you think I am? Do you really think I'm just going to hop into bed with any given man? " Taehyung couldn't stop the tears from falling. His husband didn't trust him around me and it was clear that he thought so damn poorly of him

"I can't keep doing this, Tae. I can't keep wondering if you're cheating on me," Jungkook said, his voice heavy with emotion, dried tears on his tears as he looked at his lover, he made he loved so much

He didn't think his husband was that type of person but, he was scared of his eyes going else where

"I'm not cheating on you, Jungkook. How many times do I have to tell you that?" Taehyung replied, frustration evident in his voice because he doesn't know what else to do for his husband

He doesn't know what else he can do to prove his love for his husband. It's a little pathetic that he married him and still didn't even trust him

" How do I know you love me?"

" Our marriage! that should be evidence that I love you. I wouldn't have married your ass if I didn't! I would have never asked you to marry me if I didn't have an ounce of love for you " Taehyung whispered but it just seemed like Jungkook was listening

"maybe...maybe we need to start thinking for ourselves and start thinking fully. We argue back and forth...maybe, do you think we need a divor-"

" Dont you ever say that word in this apartment " Jungkook yelled, making Taehyung flinch and jump. Jungkook never yelled. He in fact didn't like raising his voice at his husband or in general

" Then what are we going to do..." Taehyung asked, head hurting, eyes wet and nose red

" Just don't go to the championship and our problems will be solved " Jungkook muttered, looking out the window as Taehyung gasped

" I'm the fucking captain! I can't just not go. I'm the leader of the team Jungkook, and the face of it. I have to go " Taehyung stated harshly, upset that his husband would even consider telling him not to go when his dream has always been to cheer

Nothing else in his world mattered more to Taehyung then his love for Jungkook and love for cheering

" You know what....if all you think that I'm going to do is spread my legs for any motherfucker than looks my way....since you think I'm such a fucking whore. If you think I'm going to go off and cheat on you then I might as well do it " Taehyung spat out, grabbed his car keys and slammed the front door

The sound made Jungkook look down at his hands again . The raven balled up his fist and wiped the tears from his eyes. His love for Taehyung was something that he could never forget

Jungkook watched as the tears from his eyes, dropped on top his hand and onto his wedding ring