07.01.20 - 10:59 PM

i arrived when the moon was in it's waning gibbous state.

i came back... i'm in the same country as you now... standing on the same soil, breathing the same air, walking in the same atmosphere.

i thought about you first, you know?

when we landed you were what i was thinking about... i was so happy to be in the same country as you again.

i missed you so much more when i was away...

...

never mind, i lied.

it's worse to be a kilometre away from you... because you are so close, yet so far...

if you understand.

i want you.

no.

i need you... i really do, i need to see you so bad. i'm afraid i'll lose all of the sanity i have left... and there ain't much.

so, please, i beg of you...

i serisouly am begging you now, come back.

please.

how else can i get you to come?

i beg of you, help me.

yours truly,

your sweetheart.