Kanan p.o.v

It has been two years since I lost him. I can't even tell his name. Every time I do tears of sadness and guilt rolling down my face. I have a new pabawan now. I didn't want a new padawan. Ashoka made me agree to train her. Even Hera said that it was a good idea. I'm training her the last 6 months. It isn't so bad but, every lesson, every move, everything I'm teaching her brings me once happy memories that now are full of pain. Her name is Lonnie Kay. I haven't told her about Ezra. I am not sure I can. I am now sitting on my bed looking at a holo picture with him. He is smiling. I can never forget his face that night. The boy that was always looking me with love and affection, that night was looking me with fear. I made my own son afraid of me. Even today, two years after his cries are ringing in my ears. I'm seeing nightmares. With a dream me hitting him and him crying and pleading the dream me to stop. I am trying so hard to stop it. I am trying to stop the dream or protect Ezra but nothing is working. Every time happens the same thing. I'm hurting him and he is leaving.

"Kanan are you coming?" Lonnie asked out of me door.

"Yeah wait me outside"
I took my lightsaber and put Ezra's picture on my pocket. Then I walked outside.

"OK. Today we are going to fight with our lightsabers"

"Yeah"

Lonnie p.o.v

We are finally battling. It's been just a few weeks since I finished my lightsaber and now I am finally use it. I was excited that Kanan was training me but in our training he was cold. But only at training. The other time he is his normal self. When I am asking the crew why the all trying to change the subject or the are telling me that they don't know but I can tell that they are lying. I know when people are lying. When I was 3 my parents who didn't love me sold me on a pirate. He learned me useful things. When he died cause of the empire I became part of the rebel fleet. Ashoka sensed that I was force sensitive and told Kanan to train me. Even if the didn't told me I knew that Kanan didn't want. But I can't understand why. Am I really so bad student?

"OK. Now focus" Kanan said with the same cold way as always

I pulled out my lightsaber. Kanan attacked me. I blocked his attack. He did it again and I throw him away with the force. He fell back and then a weird object rolled oats of his pocket and to my feet. I took the object and pressed a button. Then a picture of a boy with blue eyes and long black long hair. I looked over at Kanan. He was looking at me with wide eyes.

"Who is this?"

He got up and came closer to me and took it from me and from his look he was furious. He put it back on his pocket.

"The lesson is over" he said with a cold without emotion voice.

He walked back to the Gost. What was that?!
Kanan is a little bit sore head on our training but he is never like that.

On Datooin
Chopper p.o.v

It was 8 at the morning and Ezra was probably still asleep. I stopped fixing the speeder and went inside. I found him on his bed thrusting around and whimpering. Then he started talking.

"Please..... No please.... Please stop...... Don't...... Don't leave me please...... I promise I will be good"

Uh oh he said having a nightmare. Again. What Kanan did to him two years before have traumatized him. If I see Kanan again I going to shock him until he is unconscious.

Ezra now was yelling

"KANAN KANAN PLEASE!!! DONT LEAVE ME!!! PLEASE DAD!!!"

I didn't know what I should do so I did the first thing that came to my mind. I shocked him.

"Ahhh" he shouted and jerked awake.

Ezra p.o.v

"Ahhh" I shouted when Chopper shocked me.

"Chopper!" I screamed. The truth is  that I wasn't mad at Chopper. To be honest I was happy that he woke me.

"Come on Chopper we are guests at Luke's house for breakfast. We should be there at 9 o'clock so we should get ready"

I changed me pajamas and I hide me new lightsaber at the secret pocket of my jacket. I am saying new lightsaber cause I lost my old one. It's a funny story. Me and Chopper were taking a walk at the town when a pirate attack me and stole my lightsaber. When we finished getting ready we headed at Luke's house. I knocked the door. Luke's Uncle Mr Owen opened the door.

"Good morning Ms Owen"
"Good morning Ezra. Luke is waiting you inside"
"Thanks Mr Owen"

The life here is calm and peaceful and my mission to protect Luke is going great. Little did I know that everything was going to change.

Ezra's new lightsaber

Lonnie's lightsaber

Lonnie

Isn't she pretty guys?