forgive me
i thought i was doing great
but it's not working
i'm feeling it again; the hate

i wanted to be happy
i wanted to be great
but the cloud was too thick
and the pills do work okay

i really am sorry
amazing i tried to be
i wanted to make you smile
but i know you'll leave me

i leave my heart here
away from the light
for it belongs here;
in the dead, winter night