~NAMJOON POV~

It's been a long day at work but yet I feel on cloud nine and have done since Saturday. It's been on my mind all day and nothing will beat my mood.

After work I decided to go to the club to get some drinks. Not my usual setting to be in after work but Yoongi insisted so I took up the offer and Jimin, Taehyung and Jin decided to come with. Hoseok unfortunately still can't join us but I'm sure he will soon enough, his wife needs him after all.

I don't know if Jungkook will show up, I heard Taehyung mention he invited him but he's been pissed off all day since Jin told him this morning what y/n and I had done after I told him just the day before.

Currently over the loud music in our private room, I heard Jungkook's name mentioned while I sipped on my beer using one hand and the other to text Y/n. Just a simple conversation between the two of us since I didn't get to say goodbye to her before she left work, she was in a hurry to pick up Jeonsan.

Putting my phone into my pocket I looked up towards the entrance and to my surprise Jungkook was standing there beside Jimin and Taehyung, talking among themselves while Jin was on his phone also, legs stretched out drinking his beer but Yoongi was missing.

"Hey Jin, where's Yoongi gone?"

I asked him tapping at his foot that he had bent over his knee. Jin glanced at me and then returned his attention back to his phone.

"Gone to get Jungkook a beer." Jin

I nodded and looked over to the trio by the door again only to find Jungkook glaring at me, eye twitching and clenched jaw. I'm not even surprised, he's been avoiding me all day apart from right now.

Jungkook and I just stared at each other, and Jimin whispered into Jungkook's ear but Jungkook scoffed, shrugging off Jimin that was grabbing at his sleeve and took large steps towards me until he was stood inches from myself.

"Why did you have to sleep with my wife Namjoon? I mean you can have anyone, but her? Seriously?" Jungkook

I sighed, putting my beer bottle on the side table and sloughed back against the cushioned seat.

"I like her Jungkook. I really do."

His face only scrunched up with some kind of disgust.

"Like fuck you do! She's only one of those woman that you will use and throw to the side like you always do! You're a fucking man whore and always will be!" Jungkook

I stood up abruptly, balling up my fists and stared him down. Jin even stood up with me because of how fast I stood up because he just pissed me off when it wasn't needed.

"You don't know what the fuck you're talking about. So I advise you to take back what you said before this gets ugly."

I felt Jin's hand on my arm but I yanked it away from his hold, refusing to take my eyes off Jungkook when he held his head high.

"Never. I wont tolerate my wife to sleep around with other men, even if one of them is my best friend." Jungkook

"What the fuck is your problem man? I don't fucking get it. She clearly doesn't want to be with you but yet you refuse to divorce her."

"BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO DIVORCE HER!! I LOVE HER!!" Jungkook

I chuckled bitterly, shaking my head.

"Well you have a weird of showing it. Threatening to take Jeonsan from her, is that really a way to tell the mother of your child you love her?"

Jungkook just continued to stare at me, eyes burning holes to my face and I can tell by his rapid breathing he wishes to hit me right now but hasn't done so just yet.

"Jungkook you didn't?" Jin

Jungkook just glances to Jin and then back to me.

"I didn't mean to okay? It just slipped out." Jungkook

"So the two times you told her, you would take him away from her, that was all just a mistake yeah?"

Two hands slap across my chest and push me back but I kept myself from falling backwards on the seat.

"Stay the hell out of my business with Y/n!! You have no right!" Jungkook

"Then don't bring me into it then! Yes you're married to Y/n but technically you're both separated and have been for years. Did you think about it when you fucked Flora? No, you didn't so let Y/n do what she wants with who ever she wants."

"But it doesn't have to be with you!! You're my best friend!!" Jungkook

He points at himself in the chest, face almost burning red and I just sighed.

"Look Jungkook, I don't want this to interfere with our friendship but I really like Y/n. She isn't just some girl that I plan to dump later on down the line. I want to be there for her and just care and love her. She needs that."

"I can give her that. Back down and let me sort things out with my wife." Jungkook

Again I sighed, as if this was a battle I may not even win or get through to him in anyway. I love him like a brother but yet I can feel myself falling for Y/n deeper and deeper every day. I picked up my jacket and started walking towards the door but stopped by the door frame just in time for Yoongi to come wondering in with a beer for Jungkook and looks around at all of us confused.

"When she started working with us you said you were okay with her being happy with someone else as long as you got to see your son but now Jungkook I love her, I cant give her up that easily but I also love you too. I would hate to loose you or her in any of this and I hope that one day your would forgive me but I cant stop seeing her. I'm sorry."

I passed Yoongi a small smile before walking out without looking back to see Jungkook's reaction. I walked out the club with my head held high but inside I felt a mixture of everything hitting me at once. I've been trying hard not to think or feel this way but it's hard not to.

Jungkook is my best friend, like my little brother but as I got to know Y/n, I've found that I've fallen so deep in love with his wife, I cant stop seeing her.

She my light in a dark time in my life right now and no one knows what demons I have lurking in my closet and no one will know until I decide to tell.