Chapter Eighteen
~Y/N POV~
To be honest I was a little worried in coming to work this morning.
I don't know if Jungkook would know what happened between Namjoon and I on the Saturday night. The only person I told was Byeol since she kind of guessed when she didn't see either one of us for the rest of the night and yesterday when Jungkook dropped of Jeonsan for me in the morning he didn't say anything to me but he also didn't look mad so I don't think he knew then either. But that doesn't mean he wouldn't know by now as it's a new work day and I dont know if Namjoon would of said anything to anyone.
What happened between us is not something exactly to be kept a secret, I don't regret it one bit. I'm just scared about what Jungkook may think about this when he finds out since technically we're still married but as far as I'm concerned none of that matters. Why should I care when he's the one that left in the first place?
I'm sure he slept with Flora so I shouldn't think too much about it.
Keeping to myself I didn't catch Byeol at her desk just yet like I usually do but I came in early. Sitting behind my desk I sipped on my coffee and turned on my computer so I could set up for the day. Checking my watch I seen it was still early so I checked the emails quickly as it's a Monday and sometimes on a Monday a lot of emails come in over the weekend that I would have to go through so I might as well get a head start.
Scanning through each and every email I checked and read over which ones would be more important and urgent for Jungkook to read for when he gets in and either stored them or forwarded them to Jungkook's email address.
But hearing a loud pair of steps stomping their way in my direction caught my attention and I looked up to see Jungkook walking over, straight faced and not even sparing anyone a glance on his way to this office. He didn't even look at me when he passed by which was weird but I didn't miss the clenched jaw and hands balled up in fists.
I sighed heavily knowing what that means. He's pissed and that means he knows unless something else happened this morning for him to be in such a bad mood.
Walking into his office he slammed the door behind him and in return it made me flinch in my seat not expecting the thud to be that loud.
I hope to god he doesn't know.
So I just went back to work, I'm sure if he needs anything he'll let me know.
Now that it was after nine in the morning I received a call, requesting to arrange an appointment with Jungkook about a matter so I made the appointment in Jungkook's work schedule for another day when he's next free.
When I said good bye to the man on the phone, at the same time the office door opened up again and Jungkook marched over to my desk, not looking any happier than he was moments ago.
"Y/n come to my office when you're available. I need to have a word with you." Jungkook
He spoke quickly without even looking at me, staring at the ground to avoid me as much as possible.
"Sure, I'll just be a moment."
He nods and clears his throat and walks back into his office but this time leaving the door open for me to enter. I already know what this is about, I can see the conversation unfold already.
I forced myself to stand out my chair and practically drag my feet along the floor to get this over with. It's going to lead to an argument, it's obvious. He'll say stuff and I'll say stuff, it just wont be good.
Walking in, I closed the door behind me and carefully watched Jungkook angrily scribbling on some paper, muttering words under his breath that I couldn't quite hear.
"Have a seat Y/n." Jungkook
He pointed towards a chair in front of his desk using his pen without looking at me but his paper. I nodded and took a seat in front of him but really I just wanted to run away already and just be far away from this upcoming situation that is about to blow up.
Once he was done writing Jungkook slammed the pen down, sighing loudly and run his fingers through his messy hair while he leans back in his chair.
"Do you know why I called you in here to talk to you?" Jungkook
I'm sure of the reason but at the same time I could be wring about it and I don't want to mention it if that is not the reason.
"Erm, no?"
Jungkook raised a brow, dropping his hands to his lap.
"Really? You don't have a clue?" Jungkook
I shook my head, keeping my lips sealed shut.
"Then let me enlighten you. I know that you fucked one of my best friends Y/n." Jungkook
There is was.
"It was just a simple fuck Jungkook, we're dating."
Jungkook hummed, swiping his thumb along his bottom lip and leaned on the arm of his chair.
"But yet we're still married Y/n. That's cheating right there." Jungkook
"No it's not. The term I guess you can use is separated and have been for the last four years. You just refuse to give me a divorce."
He chuckled bitterly and clicked his tongue.
"That's because I don't want a divorce. I want us to work something out for the sake of our son but with you fucking my friends it's not very ideal." Jungkook
"There will never be an us Jungkook. Never again, that's your fault not mine."
Jungkook just glares at me from across the desk, and I held his glare with one of my own. He wont guilt trip me into thinking it was wrong to have sex with Namjoon. I don't care what anyone thinks, I enjoyed myself and I know Namjoon did too.
He lets out an exhausted sigh, wiping his hand over his face, hanging his head back.
"You're making this so fucking hard Y/n." Jungkook
"What? Did you expect me to forgive you so easily and be like 'yeah Jungkook, I'll take you back and we can be a happy family with our son and your love child' yeah you're living in coo coo land there."
Jungkook just pinched the bridge of nose and shook his head, grunting to himself.
"I know how it sounds but you don't know anything Y/n but Namjoon does. That's why I'm pissed, I'm actually more pissed with him when he fucking knows why I left." Jungkook
"It's pretty obvious why you left Jungkook. Flora was pregnant and gave you a choice, me or her and you chose her and Yuna. It's not that hard to figure out."
Out of nowhere Jungkook slammed his fist against the table, standing up with his fiery eyes and leaned over the table, pointing at my face.
"You don't know a fucking thing Y/n. Not a god damn thing." Jungkook
I stood up also, glaring at him back with the same fire in my eyes.
"THEN TELL ME!!"
"I didn't leave you by cho-" Jungkook
The door behind me opened abruptly and I turned around to the voice interrupting us.
"Is everything okay in here?"
It was Yoongi.
His curious eyes looking back and forth between Jungkook and I but I didn't speak.
"What's with the god damn interruptions around here? Yoongi get the fuck out!" Jungkook
Yoongi's eyes widen but he doesn't move, instead he looks rather offended.
"What the hell did I do man?" Yoongi
Jungkook groans, expressing his frustration that matched mine right now. That's the second time an interruption has come along when Jungkook gets close to telling me his apparent reason for leaving.
"Nothing, just please leave. I'm sorry." Jungkook
My phone from my desk started ringing constantly and I sighed, looking back at Jungkook who was begging me with his eyes not to take it but I must, it could be something important for him.
"I have to go answer that."
Quickly I scurried out Jungkook's office before Jungkook could say anything and answered the phone just to end up speaking to Hoseok calling because he wanted to remind me that he has some documents for Jungkook in his desk that he will need for later in the week and only just remembered them.
While on call Yoongi was still in Jungkook's office, I assume talking to him about what's going on between us but I just know this isn't the end of that conversation.
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