ello guys this is Jerome here to tell you all about my story and things that happen in the passed i know some well say some mean things about this but i just want others to understand and know what i have been through in the pass so here goes.

{{and please don't play the video until i say the end thank you ever much}}

I was small back then, i was a nice lil girl but then but that all changed, i went to my first school in a city other then my home place but that school was full of just {sorry if this is mean by please don't take it wrong it was what gone to} white kids and i was a first nations, i made a friend there, i put my trust in her until one day i fall off the play ground and all the kids laughed at me and what hurt me the must she laughed at me too and the teachers didn't care if i was hurt, my trust to her was broken, i didn't speak to anyone this days i didn't play with the kids i stayed away and just hide behind my first hoodie i wear to school, kids would pick on me when and teachers didn't care, a few days had gone by and i meet something within my home in the basement the lights started off on there own while i was playing i wasn't scared, i then see something darker form and two red eyes open up looking at me it then speak to me, i meet what i call her now is shadow mother, she showed me things and i didn't them and i would sleep in the basement within warm clothing that just came out of the dries, Shadow mother trained me things i didn't walk on my two feet, i walked on my hand and feet and i would listen to her, that day came when i was going to school after my lil break from it, it was the day that i hurt someone, that girl i thought was my friend when i got hurt  again they laughed and she did too that's when 'She' had taking over my body and i got on my hand and feet and jumped at her biting her arm really hard that it started to bleed, teachers ran in and got me away from her, that when she speak in to me telling me to trust no one and attack anyone who laughs at me i listen anyone who laugh was attacked by me, i was feared by the kids that she was safe of cause but that was the day i changed i was only nice to my family and schools i went to it any kid who tried to bully me would fear me right away, i had no friends and being taking away from you family because they couldn't take care of you made it worse the homes i went to changed me so much but one school, i boy saved me and was my first friend he saved me and showed me different things and i was smiling and happy for the first time.......b-but that changed when in 2 weeks he...ended his life.....and i was young but i know what ending life meant from the begin....i lost him... he was so happy that i didn't see it.....he showed me and when he was gone forever i lose myself again to a darkness that i locked away my real my side of being myself..... and when that day comes i feel so broken that day like ever year it comes by that day is my sad day and when clouds cover the sky..... but when i moved to a new home for the last time it was the home that changed me from that school..... when i gone to it i was being laughed at it snapped me where i was about to attack the boy until a other boy stand in and saved me... that flash back brought me to a memoir of him.... i had a tear the fall down my face to the something i just thought everyone was bad and never to be trusted but i was brought back to a light, i made friends in that school slowly i put trust in them, and then i made more but....there was a day i was so sad that i was going to end it....but her came into my dream telling to live on for him that his in my heart to carry on for him and i'm keeping this words, that'll carry on for him and stay for my friends and family, and i was brought out of the cage within just last year i'm being the lil girl that was so kind and joyfully back to the light where i smile for real now and that shadow mother she still around with me, but now that i told you this you may watch that video it was what remind me about that one friend i made for the first time this video made me cry to the memories, i had of him. 

that's all Jerome Out~