Too far (Tom Holland)
Requested by xmollyava: It's Y/N's second time getting intimate with Tom, and she's not ready yet for things like handcuffs and blindfolds, but Tom doesn't know this. They start to get intimate, and Tom tells her to close her eyes. When she opens them again, she finds herself unable to see and with her hands restrained and so starts to freak out. Tom realises and immediately stops before comforting her.
"I don't get how you didn't shed a single tear throughout that whole movie, I was in pieces within five minutes!" Tom exclaimed, making me chuckle and shake my head as we walked out of the cinema with our hands joined and fingers intertwined.
"I guess that I just don't cry at movies. I never have done." I shrugged as we got back to his car.
"Okay, so here's what I'm suggesting." He nodded, his eyes flicking over my face as he curled his arms around my waist and pulled me into his body as I rested my hands on his chest.
"We go back to mine, and I put on the saddest movie that I can think of, one that I guarantee that you'll cry at. And then to cheer us both up, we...you know...have some fun afterwards." He smirked, making me return it as he leant down and hovered his lips over mine. Tom and I had been dating for seven months now, and it was going so well. The boy made me feel incredibly special, especially because he hadn't been scared away by the fact that I had been a virgin when we'd gotten together. On our six-month anniversary a month ago, I had finally taken the big step, and Tom and I had had sex for the first time. It had been amazing and was a night that I wanted to do again, we just hadn't had the chance for a repeat yet. I felt like that was about to change, and yet one thing still worried me. Since Tom was a lot more experienced than I was in the bedroom, I was afraid that he'd want to try more stuff before I was ready, since I hadn't gone into depth about what I was and wasn't ready for. I knew that Tom was into things like handcuffs and blindfolds, general restraints and more, and so whilst I was willing to try that after a few more times of sleeping with him, I wasn't ready for that yet. The issue was finding the right time to tell him that much.
"What kind of fun would we have?" I teased, making Tom smirk and bite his lip as he looked down at my lips.
"I don't know, sweetheart. Watch another movie, play cards, play a game...mess my bed sheets up." He flirted, making me laugh and shake my head as I looked at him.
"Going back to yours for a movie, and then some fun, sounds good." I smiled and nodded.
"Right answer, love." he returned my smile, making me giggle as he leant down and gently kissed me.
Tom and I lay on his bed, my boyfriend's arms wrapped around me and holding me into his body as we cuddled and watched TV. My heart was starting to beat more harshly, the space in between my legs dampening in anticipation of what was surely coming as Tom's hand started to move from my waist to my ass. I loved Tom to bits, but he really wasn't subtle when it came to his horniness.
"Darling." He mumbled softly, making me look up at him.
"Hmm?" I asked.
"Nothing. I just wanted to kiss you." He smiled, making me playfully roll my eyes at him as he leant down and kissed me. I returned it immediately, my hand raising to his cheek to hold him close as his hands moved to my waist. He deepened the kiss, making me giggle into it as he gently pushed me down onto the bed and moved over me so that he was lying in between my legs.
"You're so beautiful, love, fuck." He mumbled as he broke the kiss and moved his lips down to my neck. I breathed out at the feeling, my eyes fluttering shut and my back arching into his chest as he left open-mouthed and nippy kisses on my skin.
"Darling, close your eyes for me." He instructed softly, his other hand cradling my neck to give himself more access as his lips continued to mark up my skin.
"Okay, Tommy." I breathed as I let my eyes flutter shut. Tom continued to kiss my neck as I heard his bedside table drawer open, making my eyebrows furrow as I tried to work out what he had in store. More confusion filled my head as I felt him put something over my eyes before gently lifting my head. My heart dropped at the feeling. I gulped harshly, butterflies of anxiety starting to fill my stomach as I got the worst feeling that he'd just blindfolded me.
"Okay, you can open them again, sweetheart." He spoke softly. I opened my eyes, the panic starting to set in as I couldn't see anything. My worst fears were coming true. He had blindfolded me.
"Tom." I breathed shakily as I felt him also raise my wrists and hold them to the headboard, my eyes widening further underneath the material as I heard the clicking of handcuffs. Oh, fuck.
"You're alright, love, it's okay." He gently cooed, making me gulp harshly as he handcuffed my hands to the bed. Fuck, fuck, fuck, was all that was running through my head as my heart started to pound harshly. I didn't like this, I didn't like it at all. I couldn't see anything, I couldn't move, and whilst I fully trusted Tom to not do anything further without my consent, I had to be able to see and touch him. I had to get out of this.
"Fuck, Tom, no, please." I choked and shook my head, my heart racing and my stomach twisting as tears started to leave my eyes.
"Wait, darling, what's wrong-."
"Tom, please, I don't like this, please take it off, I can't, please." I cried as I desperately pulled at the handcuffs.
"Fuck, I'm so sorry, love, it's okay, it's alright." He reassured. I gulped harshly and tried not to cry even more as I felt him shifting before my wrists were released. I quickly lowered my hands and pulled the blindfold off of my head before sitting up quickly.
"Jesus, are you okay, sweetheart?" Tom gulped as he cupped my face and looked at me with wide eyes. I panted heavily and shook my head as I looked down, desperately trying to calm myself as I kept my gaze glued to his sheets.
"I-I'm sorry, I should have s-said something, I'm sorry." I choked and shook my head. Tom's eyebrows furrowed.
"What? What are you talking about, darling?" He asked. I gulped harshly and finally looked back up at him.
"I j-just-fuck, I know that I'm new to this stuff and you aren't, a-and I know that you're into things like blindfolds and handcuffs. I-I'm sorry, I'm not ready for that stuff yet, I'm sure that I will be one day, b-but not after only one time of having sex. I'm sorry, I should have told you." I shook my head. His eyes widened slightly.
"Hey, hey, no, don't you dare apologise, sweetheart, you haven't done anything wrong. If anyone's in the wrong here, it's me. I should have asked if you were okay to be handcuffed and blindfolded, I just kind of assumed that you'd be fine with it and so did it. I'm sorry, I should have asked. But for what it's worth, never be afraid with me to say if you don't want to do stuff, okay, love? I know that you're new to sex and that's fine, and it's perfectly okay if in a few months or weeks or whatever, you want to try stuff, but we don't have to do anything until you're ready. Hell, we don't even have to have sex again until you're ready." He reassured and shook his head, his hand still cupping my face as he looked into my eyes with his beautiful chocolate ones. I gulped and nodded as I returned the look.
"Thanks for understanding, Tommy, and I'm sorry that I didn't mention it. I didn't know how to tell you." I admitted quietly. He sighed and nodded as he gave me a small smile.
"I get that, but it's okay. You know that you can tell me anything, especially when it comes to what you're okay and not okay with in the bedroom." He promised.
"Thank you, Tommy." I gave him a small smile.
"Of course, love." He returned it before leaning in and gently kissing me. I returned it, my eyes fluttering shut and my hand holding his face as we kissed. He broke it and looked at me.
"I think that the mood is kind of dead now, and that's fine, but do you want to just watch a movie and cuddle? How does that sound, beautiful?" he smiled softly, making me return it and bite my lip.
"It sounds perfect, Tommy. Absolutely perfect." I nodded.
"Alright then." He chuckled as he gently pulled me back to lie down in his arms. I sighed out as I rested my head and hand on his chest, his arm curling around my waist to hold me into his body as we cuddled. I couldn't help but take a breath of relief, my heart feeling a lot lighter knowing that Tom knew about me not being ready for certain stuff, and was perfectly okay with it. And that was just one of the reasons why I loved him. I cuddled more into his chest, a smile curling onto my face as he pressed his lips to my hair, and we continued to watch the movie and just cuddle together. And it was perfect.
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