I can feel myself getting attached again and it scares me.

I already lost you once, and it put me in such a state that my mom almost had me Baker Acted. I don't want that to happen again. Granted, we've both grown and matured, but I know I fuck things up a lot, and I really don't want to fuck things up with you.

Just don't do this to me. I'm scared of being shattered again.  I love you too much to make it through that another time.