For the last few days have been a world wind. I have so many thoughts and the unknowing is all I have. What is real and what is fake? In the end, how was I played? Never knowing I was just a toy you played with.

Walking away is the easiest thing you could do with your secret to keep. My question will go with no answers. It's okay. This is better this way. I don't think I can take any more lies. My heart can't take being played with. I was stupid, and you won the game with flying colors.

I always said actions speak louder than words and I should have paired more attention to them, then a heart that just wanted to be loved. How many times did you laugh at me and think my feelings meant nothing at all? I can sit here and cry, let you win even more.

I won't let you take everything from me. I learn that I need to be free. Putting myself first and not letting you be the person to win. I put you first and always stood by. You went to battle having your back, never turning my back once. You did more than once.

You kicked me and punch me like a punching bag with words of hurt always was your way to make me feel bad for you. But you let them treat you like shit and loved the way they belittled you. The same is why you loved to belittle me.

Now you're gone with no sorry at all. The truth is, what would you say to make any of this right? Will it still be lies? No one will ever know just what you are and who you are. I say this I support love and who anyone loves. Man and woman, woman and woman or man or man. Love is a beautiful thing.

I don't stand with the pain I feel the whole time, not knowing what's real. Games played my world change in a blink of an eye it all came out. But not all just secrets that came out in a way that should not have been. The truth set you free with damaged left be hind piece to pick up as if nothing happens at all.

The laugher is heading for miles alway. With whispers and eyes looking everywhere. Whiting got your return. Wanting to move on putting this game behind me. Be kind are the words I spoke them most. How I wish everyone would go about that. The fake is some just don't give a shit. You will not change me. I will not hate come in my heart. I believe in love and it will win over all .

So laugh all you want, feel you won. At the end of it all, I think I won. I became stronger and now I can stand tall. Knowing who o am and what I stand for after all. I will not be a bully and I will not join the people that get a kick out of destroying a person for who they are. I am not one for drama or following the crowd.

I stand for myself and my belief. I believe in being kind and knowing we are all different with our own thoughts and ideas. We don't always agree with each other, but if we learn to respect each other, we can all live in this world together. I standalone on what I see is true. I am stronger because of you.