It's called ObsidianCreates. It's mainly YouTube stuff, I'll admit. Although I did make one post that has over 500 notes. After it got past 100 for some reason I started being like "Oh god no" every time it got more. I don't know why. 

My mom found a present she got me, either for my birthday or Christmas last year, that she forgot she got me while grabbing more stuff from the old house. It was this big thing of colorful gel pens. She had a set just like them when I was little, so there's a sweet nostalgia factor to them.

My mental health and probably physical health have been bleh. I keep staying up too late and then sleeping in too late and not eating enough or eating right and neglecting shower for a few days and I have no real drive to do anything and nothing really excites me much anymore besides YouTube stuff. All I ate today was two tiny bags of Cheetos for lunch and then a bunch of pancakes at like 10 pm. I'm too lazy to cook anything proper and I think that's probably contributing to my mental state. Or maybe it's a symptom of it. I don't know, I'm working through it. I'm hoping once we're fully moved in I'll feel better.

Mom says we need to start school early so my brother and I have something to do during the day, but our homeschool program is basically "Watch this video, read this Wikipedia page and maybe some other page, do a spelling test, it's all online so you'll still just be sitting around all day but now instead of watching funny stuff or stuff that makes you happy you get to learn math concepts you'll never use ever."

I'm still waiting to get paid for helping my mom. Once I do I'm getting a bunch of new makeup stuff. Hopefully that'll brighten my mood.

I've just been feeling really like, empty and kinda sad and unenthusiastic a lot lately. It's probably just teenage hormones mixed with not taking care of myself properly but I still feel just...not good. I'll try to get better and be less of a downer soon. I'm on my laptop so I don't have emojis but <3 Thanks for being somewhere/someone for me to vent to.