I cant do this anymore
Im happy
Yes but
But i cant feel it
The once happy feeling has left
I only feel isolated
Even if im around the ones i love
I cant
I just want to scream for help
Ive been drowning in my problems
For so long
Im starting to except the fact
That im giving up
Mother im sorry i cant be
The perfect daughter
Father im sorry
I didnt become successful like you wanted me to
Brothers i love you deeply
I just cant show it
Im sorry i wasnt a good sister
I was always in my room away from everyone
I just dont wanna get hurt again but
I'm the one
I hurt myself and blame it on others I need to stop
I will stop I'm sorry