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|| NESS || Munich, Germany ||
Alexis Ness hated his family.
Not with the hot, explosive hatred of a rebel, but with the cold, exhausted hatred of someone who had spent his entire life being told he was wrong for simply existing as himself.
His parents were scientists. So were his older siblings. The Ness household was a sterile monument to logic, to data, to the provable and the measurable.
Dinner conversations revolved around research papers and peer-reviewed journals.
The walls were lined with diplomas and academic awards. Everything had an explanation. Everything had a formula.
And then there was Alexis.
The youngest. The anomaly. The boy who, instead of dissecting frogs, sat in the garden and whispered to the flowers, convinced they whispered back.
The boy who filled notebooks not with equations but with drawings of fantastical creatures and theories about the hidden magic of the world.
His family treated him like a failed experiment.
"Magic," his father said one evening, not even looking up from his laptop, "is merely the imagination of those too lazy to seek the truth."
His mother nodded, flipping through a journal. "It's a childish phase. He'll grow out of it."
He didn't.
His siblings were worse. They cornered him in hallways, snatched his notebooks, read his writings aloud in mocking voices.
"Oh, look, Alexis found a 'magical resonance' in the garden today. Was it the fertilizer? Or was it perhaps—" snickers—"a fairy?"
Ness learned to hide his notebooks.
He learned to smile blankly at dinner and nod along to conversations about particle physics and genetic sequencing.
He learned to swallow his words before they could be used against him.
But he never stopped believing.
Magic exists, he told himself, lying in bed at night, staring at the glow-in-the-dark stars on his ceiling—the one decoration his parents had allowed because it was just..
"astronomically accurate."
It simply hasn't revealed itself to them yet. They haven't reached the necessary level of philosophical understanding.
That's why they deny it. They are blind, and they hate me because I can see.
It was a lonely thought. But loneliness was familiar.
He was seven when he first understood he was alone.
Eight when he accepted it.
Nine when he stopped trying to change his family's minds.
Ten when he started counting the days until he could leave.
And then Christmas came.
Not that Christmas mattered in the Ness household. There was no tree. No lights. No music.
December 25th was simply another day for research, another opportunity to advance one's studies.
Ness woke that morning to silence. Downstairs, his father was already typing at his desk. His mother was reviewing data sets. His siblings were scattered, each absorbed in their own projects.
Ness stood in the doorway of the living room, watching them. A family in the same house, separated by the walls they'd built from logic and condescension.
"Alexis," his mother said, noticing him. "Don't just stand there. If you're not going to be productive, at least don't be in the way."
"Sorry, Mother." The words came automatically.
He turned and left. None of them called after him.
Outside, Munich was dusted with snow, the streets decorated with wreaths and fairy lights. Families walked together, laughing.
Children pressed their faces to shop windows, eyes bright with wonder. Ness walked among them like a ghost, present but unseen.
He ended up at the park. The cold bit at his cheeks, but he didn't mind. The park was quiet, the snow muffling the city noise.
He sat on a bench and watched his breath form clouds in the air.
This is Christmas, he thought bitterly. This is what other children wake up excited for. And I'm here, alone, because my family thinks joy is irrational.
He pulled out his notebook—the hidden one, the one he kept tucked inside his coat—and began to sketch.
A phoenix this time, rising from ice instead of flames. A creature of contradiction. A creature like him.
"Is that a bird?"
Ness jolted, nearly dropping his notebook. He hadn't heard anyone approach.
Standing before him was a boy around his age, maybe slightly older. Dark hair. Two sprouts sticking up like broken antennae. And eyes—blue and empty and ancient in a way that made Ness's breath catch.
Eyes that had seen things Ness couldn't imagine. The boy was dressed elegantly but simply, an expensive scarf wrapped around his neck.
Beside him stood another boy with purple hair, clearly wealthy, watching Ness with polite curiosity.
"S-sorry?" Ness managed.
"Your drawing," the blue-eyed boy said, pointing. "Is it a bird? It looks like it's on fire, but you drew it with ice. That's interesting."
Ness stared at him. No one had ever called his drawings interesting. No one had ever asked about them at all.
"It's... a phoenix," Ness said quietly.
"A magical creature that rises from its own ashes. But this one rises from ice instead of fire. Because... because I thought it would be more magical that way. More unlikely."
He braced himself for the mockery. For the scoff. For the lecture about how phoenixes were mythological nonsense with no basis in biological reality.
The blue-eyed boy tilted his head. "Magic, huh."
It wasn't a question. It wasn't a dismissal. It was a statement, weighted with something Ness couldn't name.
"You believe in magic?" Ness blurted out. "My family—they say magic is just for stupid people. People too lazy to find the truth. They're scientists. All of them. They think I'm a fool."
The boy was silent for a moment. Then, unexpectedly, the corner of his mouth twitched—not quite a smile, but close.
"Your family is wrong. Not about magic," he clarified, "but about laziness. Science isn't the opposite of magic. It's just... a different language for the same thing."
Ness blinked. "What do you mean?"
The boy sat down on the bench, uninvited but not unwelcome. The purple-haired boy—Reo, Ness would later learn—hovered nearby, watching with an unreadable expression.
"Think about it," the boy said.
"Electricity. Flight. Medicine that cures diseases that used to kill millions. If you showed any of that to someone from a thousand years ago, what would they call it?"
Ness's eyes widened slowly. "They would call it...magic?."
"Exactly." The boy leaned back, gazing up at the gray winter sky.
"Science is magic for people who learn how to master it. The problem isn't that you believe in impossible things. The problem is that you don't know how to make them possible yet."
Ness felt something crack open inside his chest. A door he had kept locked for years, behind which he had hidden his wonder and his hope and his desperate belief. The boy's words were a key he hadn't known existed.
"But... I don't know science," Ness admitted. "I've always rejected it. It seemed so cold. So lifeless."
"You rejected it because it was forced on you," the boy replied. "That's different. I never went to school. Not properly." He paused, something flickering across his face—a shadow, quickly suppressed.
"I would have given anything for the opportunity you have. For the resources. For the chance to learn how the world works, not just survive it."
Ness stared at him. This boy, who spoke like someone who had lived a hundred years, who carried himself like a stray cat that had learned to fight, who looked at Ness's drawings and saw something interesting instead of something broken.
"What's your name?" Ness asked.
"Isagi Yoichi." He gestured to the purple-haired boy. "That's Reo. We're here on a trip."
"I'm Alexis. Alexis Ness." He clutched his notebook tighter. "Isagi... do you really think science can be magical?"
Isagi met his eyes.
His eyes was fond.
"I think anything can be magical if you approach it with the right philosophy. Your family approaches science like a cage. You could approach it like a key. Same subject. Different perspective. Your family are scientists, but they're lazy about philosophy. Don't be like them."
The words struck Ness like a bell.
All this time, he had been rebelling against science itself. But the science wasn't the enemy.
It wasn't his fault and science was not to be blamed. Instead.
The enemy was the coldness. The lack of wonder. The refusal to see that logic and magic could coexist, that understanding how a star burned didn't make it any less beautiful.
"Will you..." Ness hesitated. "Will you teach me more? About this way of thinking?"
Isagi considered him for a long moment. Then he nodded. "I'm only here for a few more days. But yes. I can try."
The next few days were the most transformative of Ness's life.
He met Isagi and Reo at the park each morning. Isagi didn't teach him formulas or equations—he taught him questions.
How does a bird fly?
What makes the sky blue?
Why does ice float when most solids sink?
Each question was a doorway, and beyond each doorway was a universe of understanding that felt, to Ness, exactly like magic.
"A rainbow is just light bending through water droplets," Isagi said one afternoon, the two of them walking through the snow-dusted gardens.
"It's physics. It's predictable. It's mathematical. And yet..." He paused, looking up.
"People have been staring at rainbows in wonder for thousands of years. Knowing how it works doesn't stop it from being beautiful. Sometimes, it makes it more beautiful. Because you understand how rare and precise the conditions have to be."
Ness wrote everything down. His notebooks—once filled only with fantasy—began to fill with diagrams and observations, with questions and hypotheses. His family noticed the change but misinterpreted it.
"Finally taking an interest in real knowledge?" his father remarked, seeing Ness reading a science book at the dinner table. "I knew you'd come around eventually."
Ness didn't bother to correct him. He wasn't doing this for them. He was doing this because Isagi had shown him that science wasn't a cage. It was a wand. And Ness intended to learn how to wield it.
On the fourth day, everything changed again.
Isagi and Reo were at the park as usual, but this time they had a soccer ball. Ness arrived to find them on the open field, passing the ball back and forth with an intensity that seemed almost choreographed.
"Yo-chan, your turn!" Reo called, launching the ball into the air.
Isagi moved before the ball even reached its apex. His body flowed like water, positioning himself perfectly beneath it.
When the ball descended, he trapped it with a touch so gentle it seemed to kiss his foot before settling into submission.
Then he dribbled—no, he danced—weaving through imaginary defenders with a grace that made Ness's heart stop.
Reo challenged him, lunging for the ball, and Isagi responded with a feint so deceptive, so beautifully executed, that Reo stumbled past him grasping at empty air.
And then Isagi smiled.
It was small. Barely there. Just a fleeting curve of his lips, a momentary softening of those empty blue eyes. But it was real. The first genuine smile Ness had seen from him since they'd met.
In that moment, Ness understood.
This was magic.
Not the ball. Not the technique. Those were physics—angles and momentum and biomechanics. No, the magic was what the sport did to Isagi.
The way it drew that smile out of him like a conjurer pulling light from darkness. The way it transformed a boy who seemed so heavy, so burdened, into someone who could, for a few seconds, be free.
That was magic. Real magic. The kind Ness had been searching for his entire life.
He watched them play until the sun began to set, painting the snow in shades of gold and rose. When they finally stopped, breathless and flushed, Ness approached hesitantly.
"Teach me," he said.
Isagi looked at him, sweat dampening his dark hair. "Teach you what?"
"Soccer." Ness's voice was firmer than he expected. "The way you moved—the way it made you smile—that was magic. I want to understand it. I want to be part of it."
Reo raised an eyebrow. "Yo-chan, you've acquired another one."
Isagi studied Ness for a long moment, those impossibly knowing eyes searching for something. Whatever he found must have satisfied him, because he nodded.
"Alright. But I should warn you—I won't go easy. If you want to learn, you commit fully. No half-measures. No quitting when it gets hard."
Ness thought of his family. Of their coldness and their dismissal and their insistence that magic didn't exist.
He thought of his notebooks, now filled with science and wonder intertwined. He thought of Isagi's smile, and how badly he wanted to be someone who could create that kind of magic himself.
"I won't quit," Ness said. "I promise."
And when Isagi handed him the ball, Ness felt something he hadn't felt in years: hope.
Later That Night
Ness sat at his desk, the soccer ball resting at his feet. His notebook lay open before him, a fresh page waiting.
He began to write.
Magic exists. I have seen it. It lives in the space between science and wonder, in the curve of a ball through winter air, in the smile of a boy who has suffered and survived.
My family cannot see it because they have forgotten how to look. But I will not forget. I will study science not as they do—coldly, rigidly—but as a philosopher approaches the stars. With awe. With curiosity.
With the understanding that the more I learn, the more magical the world becomes.
And I will learn soccer. I will learn to create that magic myself. I will make Isagi proud. I will make myself proud.
One day, they will see what I've become, and they will understand that I was never the fool. I was simply the first of my family to believe in something greater than data.
He closed the notebook and looked out the window. The stars were bright tonight, clear and cold, scattered across the sky like a promise.
Somewhere out there, Isagi Yoichi existed—a boy who had given Ness a key he didn't know he needed.
A boy who had shown him that magic and science were two sides of the same coin.
A boy who smiled when he played soccer.
Ness would chase that magic for the rest of his life.
Ness stood on the pitch, the roar of the crowd distant beneath the thunder of his own heartbeat. The ball was at his feet.
The goal loomed ahead. And for one crystalline moment, everything aligned—the physics, the angles, the years of training, the philosophy he had built from a single conversation in a snowy park.
He struck the ball.
It curved through the air, a beautiful, impossible arc, and buried itself in the top corner of the net.
The crowd erupted.
Ness didn't hear them. He was looking at the sky, at the same stars that had watched over him that Christmas night so many years ago.
Science is magic for those who master it, Isagi had said.
Ness smiled.
I think I'm finally starting to understand.
Then suddenly a hand tapped on his shoulder.
"Nice shot Ness!"
It was no other than Michael Kaiser.
Kaiser smiled.
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