Maddox POV

I held Theo's hand in mine as I knocked on the door in front of me.

Looking around again, I couldn't believe I was fucking doing this after trying to avoid getting involved more than I already was, but Theo said something to me lastnight that made sense.

'If you don't go, it will haunt you'

He was right, I laid awake most nights and wondered how it got so bad, that Pixie found no other way out of whatever was going on in her life, that the only thing she could do was to shoot me.

Her husband had reached out to me the week I was released from hospital, at first I had ignored it once I heard he wanted to apologize for what Pixie had done, after-all, it wasn't his fault, why should he apologize for what she did?

So, I ignored it, until now.

I go to knock again, but as I reached out the large door in front of me opens, and there stood a man, who had to be Pixies husband.

I couldn't fucking believe I was doing this, but after speaking to the police, they couldn't exactly tell me what pushed Pixie to the edge, without speaking to the husband first, considering how bad the press, and news had hounded her family after the incident.

"Logan Martin?" I asked, as the man stared at me with wide eyes, nodding his head.

"Y-Yes." He cleared his throat. "Please... come in."

He held the door open for us and I stepped inside his house with Theo's hand in mine, I took a quick look around and saw that it was just as homey as it looked on the inside, as it did on the outside.

The house was nice, in an expensive part of town, her husband was a doctor and doing well for himself, looking at the house myself right now, I knew that it was Pixies dream house, from the wood floor to the wallpaper.

Everything reminded me of her from our childhood, as he told me things she had wanted in her house, to things she didn't, like carpet, or the colour orange.

"Um, please take a seat." He nervously directed, as I walked with Theo over to the sofa.

"Is there anything I can get you? A soda? Water?" He asked as I shook my head.

"No thanks, I'm good." I said, before looking at Theo.

"No thank you." He said politely as Logan sat down opposite us, looking more nervous than he did when he opened the door.

"You wanted to talk about Pixie?" I didn't wait for the awkward silence, just wanting to get this over with, so I can leave and get on with the rest of my day.

"Yes." He said, looking down at his hands on his lap. "I... wanted to meet you, also I wanted to apologise."

I stared at the man and then sighed. "Look, you don't need to apologize, I came here to tell you it's not nessesary, I forgave Pixie a long time ago."

"Yes... I heard about her and your... past." His jaw clenched, as he lifted his head to look at me. "She told me everything about you, before she... got sick."

"She didn't hide anything from me, before we got married we went to therapy together, and despite her past, I loved her, you know? She worked hard to get clean, we had kids... everything was good until it wasn't." 

I looked around his house and saw picture Pixie and her family, her husband and their two young girls, smiling in every single photo, it was hard to sit here and listen and have those photos staring at me.

She looked happy and healthy, but I knew Pixie, she had her ups, and she had her downs.

"I understand." I forced out, as I squeezed Theo's hand in mine. "She was always a hard woman to please, even as kids."

I shifted in my seat and looked right at him. "When did it get bad?" I asked him, as he looked at me with pained eyes, before looking away to the wedding ring he still wore on his finger.

"She'd saw you on TV when I had my coworkers over for a BBQ... and something just... changed, she became distant, distracted, and very secretive." He closed his eyes tightly, like he rememebered everything vividly from that day.

He chuckled, before looking at me with sad eyes. "I thought she was seeing you again, but if anything she became enraged... it only added to my suspicion that she was hiding something."

"We fought and that was the last time I saw her... she had just walked out the door and didn't come back, a few days later I filed a missing persons report but it was hopeless, it was like she vanished." 

I think I knew where this was going, after knowing Pixie, I knew how good she was at running away because we did it a lot as kids, only Pixie was better at it than I was, sometimes she'd leave for a week and than show up out of the blue.

"That day..." He mumbled, running his fingers through his hair. "She phoned me... she was out of her mind on something, she didn't make much sense, it was too hard to hear her, but what I did understand was that she had found where you lived, and was coming to see you."

"I should've known she would do this... I was unable to stop her because I thought I could still save her, b-but she was too far gone, she told me she didn't want to live anymore unless it was with you... t-then she hung up." He cried into his wrist, before sighing out shakingly.

"I-I'm sorry..."

Theo had moved from my side and went to sit next to Logan, as I watched him comfort him, as he cried out in front of me.

He loved Pixie, that much I knew just from looking at him, and looking at this house, he really cared for her and really tried to help her, which didn't make me feel sorry for Pixie, but for him.

Ever since that day, the last time I saw her, I knew she would never be happy, she was too broken, I had tried, just like Logan, I had also tried to save her, but in the end it only made me feel broken for failing to do so.

Logan was broken, and it was not his fault.

"I'm sorry too." I said slowly, as his red, tear soaked eyes met mine. "I'm sorry for your loss... Pixie was a special woman, she was lucky to have you in her life, despite how it ended, I knew you must've made her happy."

With that being said, Logan cried into his hands as Theo's eyes met mine, a small smile on his lips as he put his hand on Logan's back in comforting motions as he sat beside him, telling him comforting words I couldn't say to him.

Once Logan calmed down, we talked a little more about Pixie, and some of the good times they shared before all this mess happend, he showed me photos of her two daughters and all I could think of was how similar her first born's name was to mine.

Maddy.

She looked just like Pixie too, with her same big round innocent eyes.

I was glad Theo convinced me to come here today, because of him I got the closure I needed to finally put Pixie to rest in my memories, after almost a decade.

Pixie was my first love, and because of her I became a better man, and for that I will always remember the good times we shared together.

SUGAR🥊──── 🥊PUNCH

"Theo, you're doing it again, you forget to block your head when you throw a kick." 

Theo groaned out on the mat as he tried to catch his breath, his red face scrunched as he laid like a starfish, unmoving and defeated.

"You're just too good... I-I give up." He mumbled, opening his eyes to glare at me cutely.

I laughed and held out my hand and pulled him up. "It's impossible, why did I even ask... you got shot three times and you're still a monster." He shivered, as I rolled my eyes.

There he was going again, saying useless things.

"If you want to defeat me, you're going to try harder than this." I put my arm over his shoulder and grinned down at him as he glared up at me.

Man, just looking at him got me hard.

When Theo asked me to train him again, I thought 'sure, why not?' We were getting married in two weeks time, and from all the planning and preparation for our big day, Theo had been more stressed than usual.

I was given the clear to start fighting again, so before I became too busy to get the change to workout with him, I agreed, because even though Theo was in shape now, compared to before, he had gotten lazy, and because of that, his mood had been all over the place.

He was driving me crazy, in other words.

"Come on, I want to shower." I said, dragging me along with me outside of our home gym, before he could say anything.

I was hard, there was no hiding it, Theo noticed it the moment the words left my mouth, he was easy to read as his face displayed what he was thinking every single time.

His reactions were adorable, it only made me want him more, something Theo didn't catch onto just yet.

Peeling my clothes off, Theo was taking too long so I ripped his off once we got to the bathroom, and once we were both naked, I dragged him with me into the shower and started kissing him, whilst I turn on the shower.

"Mhmm." Fuck, I loved kissing him, expecially when he looked like he did.

"M-Maddox, wa-" I grabbed his ass and spread it apart before biting down on his bottom lip, as I looked him in the eye, a smile rising on my lips as Theo's face started to pale.

He knew exacly what I wanted.

"Turn around." I greedily said, as Theo swallowed hard, timidly turning around.

His face had gotten red, and when he turned around, I saw his neck, and the tip of his ears were also read as I kneeled down and grabbed hold of his perky ass, licking my lips before biting down on his right cheek.

Theo groaned out as he put his hands on the wall in front of him for support, as I leaned forward and spread him apart again, and pushed my finger inside of him, making him groan out again, as I noticed his cock starting to get erect.

"You like that?" I teasingly asked, as I saw Theo's cock twitch.

Fuck me- I wanted to put it in right now, but I was determined to have my fill before I got to the best part, so once I could fit two fingers inside of him, I pushed my tongue inside of him, and listened to him cry out in pleasure.

This ass was mine, and it was no secret that I was definately an ass man because of Theo, since the first day it had became almost irresistable to not reach out and touch it, even now, it drove me crazy.

After I was satisfied, and Theo was close to blowing his load, I got up to my feet and pressed the tip of my cock against his ass, Theo was already a complete mess, trying to catch his breath as his legs shook.

I held his hips firmly before I started to push inside of him,  his insides instantly tightening up once I thrusted slowly inside as far as his ass would allow me, not once getting tired of how incredible it felt inside of him.

He was made for me, I was sure of it, my cock was made to fit inside this ass, and nothing and nobody was going to persuade me otherwise.

I fucked Theo as hard as I could before his legs gave out on him, once I turned the shower off, I carried him to our bedroom and laid him out on our bed, not caring that we were soaking wet as I entered him again from behind, and started slamming into him.

Theo had gotten better at getting used to me, whilst at first he struggled to last a round before he passed out, now, with training, he could go much longer, which is what I loved about Theo.

He never gave up.

When it came to Theo, neither did I.

After what felt like hours, and when I could no longer come anymore, I collapsed on the bed beside Theo and tried to catch my breath,I always thought sex was good, but doing it with Theo was addictive, so addictive that I couldn't control myself once I was inside of him.

When Theo turned around and fell asleep beside me, I knew that I made the best desision of my life when I asked Theo to marry me, because looking at him now, a hot sweaty mess with his hair sticking up in every direction, and my cum dripping out of his ass...

...I no longer could could picture a life without him in it.

In a few months he'll be my husband, and we'll finally be starting our new life together, and I couldn't fucking wait to get started.

I fell in love with Theo at first sight, and in a few months, he'll be my husband, my life partner, my world and everyone will see just how much he meant to me.

I got a second chance at life after Pixie, and I wasn't going to waste it by being afraid, life wasn't meant to be lived by being afraid of who you could be, and I lived by that every single day.

I'm happy, and I'm alive, and soon I'll be married.

Kissing Theo gently on his head, I wrapped my arm around him and closed my eyes, looking forward to tomorrow, and the future days to come, counting down the days I officially call him my husband.