𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗰𝗼𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗵𝘆 !
( adolescence, debut )

debut. adolescence.

'words from the teenage mind of a teenage girl'

𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘆 𝗻𝘂𝗺𝗯 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗼𝗻. 𝗆𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗈𝗇 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗋.
𖤐
❛ stay numb and carry on,
too young to hate someone ❜

𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘃𝗲. 𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖺 𝖻𝖺𝗋𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍.
𖤐
❛ my dreams are violent,
feels like my mind splits ❜

𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗸 𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝘁. 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗂𝖾 𝖺𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗆𝗌.
𖤐
❛ now i only let me down,
when there's no one else around ❜

𝗷𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗼𝘂𝘀𝘆, 𝗷𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗼𝘂𝘀𝘆. 𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗏𝗂𝖺 𝗋𝗈𝖽𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗈.
𖤐
❛ got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend too,
i wanna be you so bad, and i don't even
know you ❜

𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘁𝘆 𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘁𝘆. 𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗏𝗂𝖺 𝗋𝗈𝖽𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗈.
𖤐
❛ i started to skip lunch,
stopped eatin' cake on birthdays,
bought a new perscription,
to try and stay calm ❜

𝗮𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗺𝘆. 𝗄𝖾𝗇𝗓𝗂𝖾.
𖤐
❛ with no closure, just getting older,
but you still see me as the kid on
your shoulders ❜

𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗿. 𝖻𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗂𝖾 𝖾𝗂𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗁.
𖤐
❛ i'm getting older,
i've got more on my shoulders,
but i'm getting better at admitting
when i'm wrong ❜

𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝘂𝗱𝗴𝗲. 𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗏𝗂𝖺 𝗋𝗈𝖽𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗈.
𖤐
❛ you took everything i loved
and crushed it right between your fingers,
and i doubt you ever think about
the damage that you did,
but i hold on to every detail
like my life depends on it ❜

𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗰𝗸. 𝗆𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗈𝗇 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗋.
𖤐
❛ countin' the stars, they all felt so far,
but it's always felt like home to me ❜

16. 𝗌𝖺𝖽𝗂𝖾 𝗃𝖾𝖺𝗇.
𖤐
❛ i wanna be 16 at the park,
parked in your dads car,
dreaming,
gonna grow up,
be a big star ❜

𝘁𝗲𝗲𝗻𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺. 𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗏𝗂𝖺 𝗋𝗈𝖽𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗈.
𖤐
❛ they all say that it gets better,
it gets better the more you grow ❜

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