As she sits alone in her room, the sound of tiny feet patter across the floor just on the other side of the wall, she's mentally in pain, dont know how much more being ignored she can take.

Feeling like the weight of the world is on her shoulders, stuck in a loveless marriage and cant get out.

Worried about if her three children could survive without her, who would take care of them? Where would they end up?

Contemplating on how to escape this life she got herself into, keep pushing on ? Get a job, move out, divorce, stay strong?

Or let go of everything? Depression is deep. So which way can she go....

She turned to alcohol, it helps push thoughts out of her head, it helps her be calm so shes not so angry all the time.

Is it really helping? No

The thoughts are still there plotting her death in her head... She can't fight the demons in her head alone... No one to turn to, no one to lean on, no one to talk to ... She is alone... should she leave a note? Explain whats going on in her head? No

BANG!!!!