I walked past everyone and up to hamilton,"You've witnesses so much." eliza placed her hand on my cheek,"Your a brave young woman." I smiled at philip,"Aunty aunty!" He smiled and I knelt by him,"Hey philip." He hugged me,"Well philip I'll see you and your mom later." Hamilton and lafayette followed me to the docts,"I-I...." I stopped talking thats what I did,"I don't want philip seeing the way I am." I said with slight pitty in my voice for him,"He'll be fine I promise." I nodded and we walked back to his house lafayette kept me near him,"Aunty aunty! Will Mr. Lafayette be my unlce soon?" I looked at him then philip,"I don't know philip."

"Doesn't he love you?" He had a confused look on his face,"Love is like your mommy and papa, they fell inlove."

"Like you and french frie?" He giggle as I tickled him,"Yes but a ring isn't needed for some tips of love." and he ran off,"Love is like me and thomas...." I whispered,"But he breathed my name and he flirkered out like a fie." I scrunched my face up as a tear fell,"I need a moment alone." I pushed him away and sat on my bed and looked at my pistol the name Thomas Snow,"To early?" I heard a knock on the door,"Whose there?"

"It's me Alex." 

"Come in."

"Philip was crying saying he thinks he hurt your feelings what happened?"

"He asked a few questions and after words lafayette said something that, errrrummm. reminded me of my old lover. Thomas snow." Alex looked at me,"I refused Lafayette the first few years because Thomas had died while I was here and hide it pretty well but Its hard I still love him so much."

"ARE YOU SAYING YOUR LOVE FOR LAFAYETTE IS FAKE!" He stood up red in the face,"I didn't say that!"

"YOU JUST SAID YOU STILL LOVE THOMAS EVEN THOUGH HES DEAD!" I saw lafayette and eliza and philip at the door,"I SAID I LOVED HIM THE FIRST FEW YEARS STILL IN THE WAR AFTER HE DIED MAKING IT HARD TO LOVE LAFAYETTE THE WAY I DO KNOW! SO WATCH WHAT YOU ASSUME!" I looked at him,"Out."

"What?"

"Alex calm down."

"get out of my house."

"Alex me cherie?" 

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" He yelled at me pointing out,"think of laurens and what I did to save him and know your throwing away another friend?"

"you didn't save him you fiber!" He shouted I shoved Eliza and Lafayette out of my way,"When will you learn to grow up hamilton." I kept walking I took my blue coat and looked at it,"Raise a glass to freedom." I looked at it and thought,"Laurens." I loved that man but lafayette kept me safe all my life,"ME AMOUR!" I looked at him and saw the tears in everyones eyes I looked back down at my coat and whispered,"Death doesn't discriminate bewtween the sinners and the saints. It takes." I sung,"Im sorry for yelling please don't leave." My eyes were locked onto my coat,"Death doesn't discriminate bewtween the sinners and the saints. It takes." I stopped,"And it takes." the first time for thomas the second for my father,"And it takes." For laurens,"And it brakes." For me,"ME AMOUR!" He grabbed me and pullled me close to his chest