I'm lost and alone
All my good friends
Are trapped inside my phone
And I can't let them out
For I have lost the key
I just wish, oh I wish
They could be here with me

I lay in bed staring up high
My eyes sparkle
But still I don't cry
Numbness envelopes me
My heart aches and yearns
To make just one friend
But it's something one can't learn

I see you go out, full of smiles
Whilst I watch behind the glass
I've been in this spot for a while
Frozen like ice
Everyone's dancing, they're singing
I'm shaking but I'm not cold
The world is quiet but my ears are ringing

I know you've told me over again
You can't make friends like this
But what is this then?
How can I change?
How can I be more like you?
I want to be confident and happy
I want to copy what you do

But I'm me
I don't understand
I won't understand
I can't understand
I'm blind to what you see
The emotions you feel
It's all foreign to me
And, maybe, just maybe
It always will be.