I don't do any of that kind of stuff!

I don't think about us getting married.
I don't think about us having kids.
I don't think about what he looks like when he's older.
I don't think about what I look like older.
I don't think about what our kid(s) would look like.
I don't think about telling our friends or family "Hey we're having a baby" or "Hey, we're getting married".

I don't. I just...don't.

Never had.

Until last night.