Today is my highschool orinentation! And if im around one or two people im fine, like i can talk to them with ease and shit. But five or more then i turn into a shy little bitch... now the highschool i go to is still considered small with the 200 freshmens. So i have 200 fucking classmates... yay... well today we had to hang put with each other, pure torture i know! But all 200 of us were split into very uneven groups for tours n' shit. My group had 16 strangers! And for the first thirty minuetes we did little games to get to know each other. And the only game i had to really talk in was Question List... you pick a number, someone reads you the question under that number, you answer and done! I didnt get that hard of a question luckily. "Who do you aspire to be? And why." And i swear to god, ive never sounded so fucking weak in my while life! A bat was probably louder than me! With 16 strangers all looking at me i mumble/whisper "JayJay..." and i forgot about the second part of the question so everyone just stared at me... until finally someome asks "why?" And even quieter i say "cuz its JayJay..." then they moved on. I want to go home... NOW!