I keep thinking of my old friend... lets call her Emily. I met Emily half way into my fourth grade school year. Her mom was our new teacher, and she hated me. Everytime someone in the class misbehaved she would always assume i had something to do with it. And im a decent student. Turn in my work, actually do my homework, paying attention... most the time. I only gey in major trouble once or twice a year. Maybe she thought i was a bad influence on her kids... wouldn't be wrong i guess. Im a horrible i fluence for everyone. Mostly for my moodiness, short temper, and cursing.
   But Emily... she had braces at the time. Long curly dark amber hair. Grey eyes. Glasses. Stud earrings. And many other small details.

   The new teacher, her mom, chose me to show Emily and her sister around the school. She obviously didnt know her mistake at the time, but anyway i did as i was told. She was almost always by my side, i beleive even in class! And the next day to my suprise she sat beside me at breakfast. She seemed to cool to be my friend. And yet there she was, saying hi actually remembering my name. And for the rest of the year our fruendship grew! We would play crazy imaginative games out in the feild. A couple months ago i found some drawings of the characters we were. The ones we made from scratch and built up using pure imagination! Some were happy, boring, stupid, weird, rebelious, sad, gory,  everything! The next year we were fifth graders together. But this time we had the whole year together! It wasnt much different except for him. This one kid, a fourth grader... he made my blood boil! At first i didnt really realise, but now i know he was fucking flirting with Emily. And no words can explain how jealous i was about that. He would always come during lunch and start talking to her, complimenting her, and showing off. And all i thought was how 'he's stealing my friend! How dare he! He needs to go now! I want to talk to Emily! Right. Now.' And when the bell ringed id run to the feild, Emily close at my heals. I would run until we lost him, then everything was fine. Really guys, ive never had such bad jealousy until he started talking to her. I HATED him, and i still do. Hes tried it on me, hes just a flirty little bitch that deserves to be alone. Forever. Plain and simple.
    I joined the soccer team for Emily. She begged me to go afraid she would be lonely. She was so smart. She didnt care for the sport, neither did I really. But she was so smart, she used the hour long practices and games as more time to hang out. Hehe, oh she was so smart! She understood division too! No matter how hard i tried, i could never get the hang of division! She sat with me in class for the whole lesson just doing simple division problems over and over and over. I eventualy learned it, but all the headaches before... they were stupid. So stupid.
    And her mischievous smile, the smile she had when she got an idea and she would put her hands together like an evil scientist. I have to admit, that was pretty cute.
   And we had our first year if Take A Kid Fishing! Its a feild trip where you fish and dont have to worry about school at all! One of my favorite feild trips! The first year we caught 4, 2 each. And we named them! I had Dinner and Plate! And she had Belt and Buckle! Dinner and Plate were delicious by the way, my first time having rainbow trout! Why i remembered their names i have no idea... but maybe if by some odd chance if Emily is reading this... maybe she remembers theur names to! And remembers me! Its me Emily! Do you remember me?
   And... that damn day i will dispise forever. April Fools Day... thats when our teacher decided to tell us theur moving... no one beleived it because of the day. Buy i looked Emily in the eye, her expression confirmed it was true. I started crying, of course. Im so damn emotional i hate it! And i miss her so much! She was one of my best friends... and im never going to see her again! And shes probably forgotten about me because im not worthy! I loved her... i loved her so much! She got me through two years that wouldve been pure agony without her! I would give anything to see her again! To hear her laugh! To see that mischievous smile... im sorry... im sorry guys... im so sorry for dragging you into my drama... but i do miss her... just the thought of her brings me to tears... fuck... i- i have a fucking river pouring out of my eyes now! Goddamnit... im sorry... but i miss her so much... and she moved away years ago... yet here i am still unable to get over her. I probably never will...
        
Now, while writing this something else came to mind that ive veen thinking about for the longest time. Theres a vine... it doesnt say anything... but the pwrwon in it looks exactly like Emily. If it isnt her, the one in thw video could be an identical twin. But... i cant find the original... maybe you guys could help me? Id apriciate that so much! I night even give you a reward, i dont know what id be yet but ill figure something out. The clip is in this video! At 7:53.

If you do know or somehow find the original, make a chapter and tag me. Please... i dont think i can explain how happy id be if i was reuntited with her! Even if it is through messaging or something like that...