So, if you dont know ive spent all the weeks that have passed alone. Yeah, ive hung out with a few flag memvers but im starting to feel like a burden to them. I just tag along, i stay out of most of their conversations because they dont protain to me... just a duck following another. Someone in my English class used to talk to me, but she's kinda drifted away for some reason... i dont want to push her so i just kinda go along with it.
    Then Monday, two girls sat at my little group for math. They just very poorly slid into the seats, making a huge ruckus, then looked at the girl across from me asking about a boyfriend i think. The random ass movements made me chuckle, and one of the girls looked at me with wide eyes then broke into a huge smile and said "your smile is beautiful!" I was being noticed!!!!!! Yay!!!! Then the teacher told us to go back to our seats so sadly they left.
   But Tuesday, they came back. Oh wait, so their darker skined not that it matters thats just the observations i got! One had magenta streaks, and the other had an opaque lavender. There was a thrid one i believe, but i dont remember much of what she looks like.

   But Tuesday i was writing in a notbook gor once! Woah! The lavender one sat in front of me asking for help on a worksheet. After i was done explaining and her paper was filled out front and back she asks "have you ever gotten an F?" I nod. "Really!? In math?" I nod again, "many times." "But you seem so smart!" Then i started giggling like a moron while saying "thanks!" Then she left. But once again brightened my whole day with her comments.
    Wednesday she walked up to me during lunch, i paused my music and took out my headphone while smilimg and waving. Then she got all nervous and said "oh sorry, your listening to music! I wont bother you!" And she turned and walked away. I easily couldve put it away and definatly wouldve... i like being noticed for a change... being talked to by complete strangers, ones that i can soon learn alk about! Being lonely has made everything miserable... so ive decided, if they talk to me today ill ask for their names and introduce myself, then kinda tag along with them... maybe... hopefully... i have a chance of making friends again. I cant blow it...