.... yesterday... someone from my old school died... i- i couldnt beleive it... and now i cant stop crying.... how fucking weak!

Someone from my flag team told me... i just kept yelling out curse words as it didnt wrap around my head... then before practice started it hit me... i teared up... then started crying, someone noticed and i started sobbing. She was so smart, sweet, beautiful, kind, funny, amazing in every way... why her? I didnt know her very well but... damn why her?

    Ive heard many different  stories... ive heard her dad was drunk, and they were in a razor driving in the sand dunes... then they hit a rock or something and was crushed... then i heard one of her friends brother's were driving and she got crushed... then i heard it got flipped over and she couldnt get out in time? Either way... i hope it was fast and sufferless... i still want a full story but it is short notice so i shouldnt push it... her brother didnt go to school... im worried for him... one my friends had a crush on her and he broke down... Dragon started crying... i cried over and over... mostly in front of my flag team and they kept giving my hugs and... god why her? Everyone probably feels horrable and im not close with anyone so i- im sorry.... dont bother... i dont want to talk to anyone anymore...

And i dont care... rest in peace Aulora... i wish i couldve gotten to know you better, and i wish you were still here... i- im so sorry...

... just leave me alone you guys...