Y/S/N - your silly nickname

You scribbled down the last words that are screaming inside your head and dropped the pen that you have. You tried to stop for a while to breathe while the weigh of the world eats you alive. But even breathing could be that hard.

It's much an exaggeration but seeing Patrick and Elisa flirting nonchalantly in front of you would seriously stab you in the heart.

Patrick and Elisa are your close friends. They were the ones you compete with, but just a friendly competition against each others.

But the day that everyone teased them -- including you, made your heart drop.

You like Patrick as the way he is. His humor, his style, his intelligence and everything. But not much of it you paid attention to the day you and him were that really close.

"Hey!" Elisa giggled as she picked up your notes, sat next to you as Patrick was standing in front of you and Elisa.

"Wow! That's really nice (Y/S/N)! You're really intelligent!" Elisa praised as she was scanning your essay, Patrick curiously looked down on your paper. You frowned as heat inevitably flushed in your cheeks, seeing Elisa and Patrick reading your work.

"You know, both of you look good together! Aren't you guys together?" You masochistically asked them, as Patrick shook his head, making you squeal their ship name.

"Elistrick! Elistrick!" You screamed, all of the students teased them too. Patrick laughed and put an arm on Elisa while Elisa just smiled and mumbled something on Patrick's ears.

"Look at this Patrick! Looks like (Y/N) got some hots for Joe." Elisa squeals, I smiled and just shook my head. If only she knows.

That's the thing. I really really like you Joseph, I should be the one that you're with everyday. I should be the one you ship with. I should be your best friend at the same time the one who causes you to smile everyday.

But...

You and her fits together. It's okay though. I'll be fine. But that just hurt me every part of the day my eyes would lean down on the two of you every corner of my eyes.

Just a little OUCHIE imagine for today!

It happens to me everyday and...
I just want to let it out.

Hope you got a great day guys!