When you die for three days...

Anyway... I'm sorry it's taking longer then expected to update Emma is being a pain and Silver's missing--

Silver: No I'm not, you just hid me under your bed so you'd have an excuse not to write

Shhh--- *shoves Silver back under bed* now where was I...? Oh yeah!

I've also been having self esteem issues lately, not going into details because I don't like putting my problems onto other people. Please don't go on about how you all think I'm 'amazing' and what not, not to be rude but I just don't really feel like reading how everyone looks up to me because it makes me feel like I have to live up to what everyone expects from me which, between home life, school and here, is a lot. I honestly didn't expect this account to grow the way it has and I'm getting ready to leave it. Don't worry, it won't be any time soon, all planned books and series will be completed to the best of my ability before then and even when I leave, I'll leave all my books up of course so you can still read them and I'll use my back up account but probably won't be as active.

I'm moving into year 12 next term and the very thought of it makes me feel sick. I don't feel I'm ready to grow up. I'm childish and can't take much seriously in the way of work. My big brother failed school and I'm no where near as smart as he is. I know I'm no where near as active as I used to be and I'm sorry to say that's only going to get worse. I'm currently writing for books at once (WU, BO, FMC and TB&TB2) and editing one which probably won't be ready in time for the Watty awards anyway so I'm probably not going to bother.

I promise to do my best with updates but I don't even think 'Why us?' will be finished my the end of this year at the rate I'm going...

Bye for now, SMG sighing off.