Hi everyone as you can see from the title this is what you came for so let's talk about that. I have been depressed, (no that's not a joke no matter how much I want it to be) I am trying to make my friends, family and girlfriend happy while trying to do things I like to do such as writing.  Also I have fallen out of the newscapecrew fandom and have been for awhile. I just not happy writing about it as much as I used to be, I'm sorry for anyone I disappointed. I can hope you understand, I will not be writing about the newscapecrew anymore and if you can't understand that and decide to leave I don't blame you.