15 | unsuccessful

ever get stuck in a dazzling state? where you have asked yourself, what are you actually doing? the world makes sense to you, or your actions make sense to them? to be honest, neither have ever sensed there. it's like — you're floating in a parallel state, where everything is running, only you're left behind. maybe you're not, maybe this time is running on its own time, still it's not a lie, when those little flowers bloom, the sun shines, the normal day life wanderers are working to meet daily needs— only you have been frozen in your place. this gawking gazes aren't stopping, neither the rates of your beats of heart. but still you need to walk, otherwise this path will never end, maybe this will mark the end. nah, it's not the end— endings aren't so easy, as fast the winds swirl, as rapid those flames, one day all of these will make sense, and that day you will know it's worthwhile to take that one shot after several unsuccessful shots.

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