Can't sleep again and I still seriously can't stand Light whatever his name is in Death Note! He plainly gets me mad and that's messed up because he's a fictional character! But still! Ok! Ok! I'm done ranting and I apologize for it. I just – I don't know. I don't want to be paranoid anymore or think crazy! Depression is what I want out of Lord. That is all I wish for. Long for and to help those who are going through this too. How am I going to help Bubbles or my brother or others in their darkest when I'm like this?! Everything is out of my hands but yet I feel like everything is my fault...what is wrong with me? Better yet: What's not wrong with me? I'm sorry Lord for being like this...I pray for strength for those who need it and myself as well. In Jesus name, Amen.

Candy.

I keep getting distracted by movies I'm sorry.