-SUMMARY-

Rocky Haworthe didn't have a future, she was going to die in the burning flames of her soul and the burning passion of her love. She was going to swim to the edge of the earth to fight off the air but nothing could keep her above water. Nothing could keep her alive.

She knew that since she was a kid, she was a trouble child. She got into fights, she threw the first punch and she never asked questions. She never did her work and she never trusted anyone. Her parents couldn't understand the girl and why she was the way she was. Their other daughter Tabitha was the golden child, she was younger than rocky but better than the girl in every way and rocky could never compete with her. No matter how hard she tried and she tried.

Tabitha had the job, the friends, the life and Rocky didn't. Rocky went to juvie when she was twelve years old because she lit a house on fire and stood there watching it. What she didn't tell people was that, the house was mr.webbers house. Mr. webber was an old man who lived across the street of the haworthes and he watched rocky through her window every night. He offered to drive her to school, to walk her home, to pet his dog. He was the average weirdo that everybody hated and boy did she hate him. So she burnt down his house, she sent a message. That was her first message that she had ever sent.

she got out of juvie when she was freshly sixteen and she was put on probation. She did her hours and she saw her probation officer. She went to school and she got a job and she became a good person of the community or at least she convinced her mother that she did. But was anyone ever really a good person? someone always had something, no one was ever truly a good person. They all hated someone, they all wanted someone dead, they all fought each other, they all had a bad thought in their head.

so whats the difference between a good person and a bad person and who decides?

only you can decide if you're good or bad. No one else can decide for you and rocky knew that. she knew that just as much as everyone else and she wasn't going to let someone tell her if she was good or not. It was her choice and it was her future, even if it was burning rage of fire and even if she was going to die in this future, it was her choice.

she was going to make the decision and fuck anyone who would try to stop her.

-CAST-

Roxanne "Rocky" Haworthe

(rachel hilson)

-DTS-
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-WARNINGS-

mentions of blood, death, murder, suicide, torn-muscles, fighting, abortions, cheating, rape, drugs, alcohol, jail, arson, fire and other triggering topics. if you are not comfortable with reading, i would suggest leaving this book right now

-ABBYS NOTES-

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