"𝑷𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆." 𝑶𝑹...𝑰𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝑴𝒊𝒂 𝑲𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝑱𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒂𝒉 𝑭𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒓'𝒔 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒂 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒍𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒐𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑 𝒉𝒆𝒓.(𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑪𝒂𝒎 𝑪𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒐𝒏)(𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒆! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒆! 𝒐𝒄)(𝑴𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑵𝒊𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒆 𝑹𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒔𝒐𝒏)(𝑴𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒆! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄)(𝑻𝑺𝑰𝑻𝑷 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄)(𝑺𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟏 - 𝑺𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟑)(𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝑰 𝒐𝒇 𝑷𝒂𝒑𝒆𝒓 𝑹𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔)…
"𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒈𝒏𝒊𝒛𝒆 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇,𝑰'𝒎 𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒔,𝑺𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔,𝑰𝒅𝒊𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔!"𝑶𝑹...𝑰𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝑨𝒏𝒅𝒚 𝑹𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒛, 𝒂 𝒈𝒓𝒖𝒎𝒑𝒚 𝒃𝒐𝒚, 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒕𝒔.(𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒆! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑱𝒖𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝑴𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒂)(𝑱𝑨𝑻𝑷 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄)(𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌)…
"𝑳𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆, 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒃𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒍𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒓 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒆."𝑶𝒓...𝑲𝒊𝒂 𝑷𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒆𝒚𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒚𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝑰𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒄 𝑮𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒊𝒂, 𝒏𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒅. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒐𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒃𝒃𝒐𝒓𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑺𝒐 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒖𝒑 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒋𝒆𝒄𝒕?(𝑴𝒚 𝑳𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝑾𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑾𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑩𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔)(𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑰𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒄 𝑮𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒊𝒂)(𝑴𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒆! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑱𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒆 𝑯𝒐𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅)(𝑴𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑳𝒆𝒆 𝑮𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒊𝒂)(𝑺𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟏 - 𝑺𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟐!)(𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝑰 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 '𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓' 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔!!)…
"𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌, 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒋𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒔, 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒃𝒂𝒅!!"𝑶𝑹...𝑨𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏, 𝑺𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒓𝒂 𝑺𝒉𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒙 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒃𝒚 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂 𝒄𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒌𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑 𝒉𝒆𝒓.(𝑴𝒚 𝑳𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑾𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑩𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔)(𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑳𝒆𝒆 𝑮𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒊𝒂)(𝑴𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒆! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑱𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒆 𝑯𝒐𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅)(𝑴𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑰𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒄 𝑮𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒊𝒂)(𝑺𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟏 - 𝑺𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟐)(𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝑰𝑰 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 '𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓' 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔!!)…
"𝑰'𝒎 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒓𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕, 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝒌𝒏𝒊𝒇𝒆."𝑶𝑹...𝑰𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝑨𝒖𝒓𝒐𝒓𝒂 𝑩𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒗𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒑𝒆𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒍. 𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉, 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒍𝒍. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑪𝒐𝒍𝒆 𝑾𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆, 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒓𝒖𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒆?(𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑪𝒐𝒍𝒆 𝑾𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒆𝒓)(𝑴𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒆! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑱𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒆 𝑯𝒐𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅)(𝑴𝑳𝑾𝑻𝑾𝑩 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄)(𝑺𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟏 - 𝑺𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟐)(𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌)…
"𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰'𝒎 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖,𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝑰 𝒔𝒏𝒐𝒐𝒛𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕?,𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒕,𝑵𝒐𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒅𝒐 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐."𝑶𝑹...𝑰𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒔𝒍𝒆𝒚 𝑾𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒛𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑨𝒏𝒅𝒚 𝑮𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒇𝒂𝒓𝒃 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒂 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅.(𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑨𝒏𝒅𝒚 𝑮𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒇𝒂𝒓𝒃)(𝑴𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑴𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒐)(𝑴𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒚 𝑭𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒅𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒙 𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒆! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑳𝒚𝒅𝒊𝒂 𝑲𝒂𝒕𝒛 - 𝑹𝒐𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒖𝒆𝒛)(𝑨 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑨𝒓𝒆 𝑺𝒐 𝑵𝒐𝒕 𝑰𝒏𝒗𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝑴𝒚 𝑩𝒂𝒕 𝑴𝒊𝒕𝒛𝒗𝒂𝒉 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄)(𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝑶𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝑼𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔)…
"𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒔, 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒇 𝒊𝒕 𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒔𝒕,𝒊𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕."𝑶𝑹...𝑰𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒂 𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝑨𝒓𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒄𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒐 𝒐𝒏 𝒂 𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒚 𝑱𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒔𝒐𝒏'𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒖𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏 𝒖𝒏𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝑨𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏𝒂.(𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒆! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑨𝒏𝒏𝒂𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒉 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒔𝒆)(𝑴𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄 𝒙 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒚 𝑱𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒔𝒐𝒏)(𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝑰 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑴𝒊𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒓𝒃𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔)(𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒚 𝑱𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑶𝒍𝒚𝒎𝒑𝒊𝒂𝒏𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄)(𝑺𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟏 - )…
"𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒙𝒆𝒅, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒄𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝒃𝒊𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒊𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒐𝒕𝒚𝒑𝒆, "𝑺𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒂 𝒑𝒊𝒄"𝑰 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆𝑾𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆..."𝑶𝑹...𝑰𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔, 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒎 𝒐𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔, 𝒑𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒔, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒈𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅.…
i tried publishing this the other day but it didn't go through 😭…