This is to a friend that is still kind of in my life.
       Hey, it's been awhile since we hung out or even talked. It's my fault though. I know it is. You left because of me. I never paid you attention when you were there. I was scared though. That's no reason to ignore a person, but that's why I was weird. I shared a secret, and I was scared you'd leave. It was me trying to save myself from hurt. Instead I lost you. I guess it's for the better because you seem happier where you are now. I won't forget the times we hung out. I remember when you came over and all we did the entire time you were here was play Minecraft. We'd stay up late working on projects or acting like idiots because we were tired yet didn't want to sleep. Then I shared something at the lunch table that ruined it. You're not really gone, but we're not the same. When we hang out I get really nervous and awkward because I feel like I'm going to screw everything up. I'm sorry I do that, but I'm scared you don't like me for two of my secrets. If you ever need a friend though you're always welcome in my life because I won't forget you or the times we had as friends.

Love,
Angel