I can't seem to love, not like I used to

I fade away, then find someone new

I just want to be loved, to love someone

Instead of waiting, aching for love

But not plain love, pure love

Not just a fling for fun

I thought I could find it, if I looked enough

Turns out I don't really know my stuff

I kept waiting, like I was supposed to

But my plans fell through

I watch, observe, and envy

That it's something I'll ever achieve