Mellow

Mulled over

Below

I'm not sure

Waiting, for anything

Trying to see this

Am I feeling wrong?

Is it really not strong?

I am happy but not

And not where I ought

I'm a mixture not quite dull

Each emotion not full

I long for the joys, the highs, the lows

I'll leave it here though

I don't need to be happy, just not sad

I don't mind this, it's not that bad

I'll keep lying to myself

I'll say it till I'm well

I don't care about truth for now

I can't stay so far down

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Hi hey hello, so I started putting dates on my poems so y'all can have a better sense of when I wrote these. Most of the time they will not be posted on the day they were written bc I like to have at least a few drafts at all times. Also, I write on my phone and have to transfer it to here (I only use the website) a lot of the time.

Anygays, I AM GOING TO HOMECOMING TONIGHT AND I'M SO EXCITED!

Have a great day/night, ily <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3