Empty, dark

I wait for it to start

But it doesn't come

It leaves the task undone

Is this it?

I've been weathered by storms

Been told it's the norm

They pushed and pulled

Till I sat in a pool

An ocean of myself

Of blood, tears, and guilt

The empty space

It's been laid to waste

My seas have been dried

They stole away my life

I fight to feel

This can't be real

This feeling lost

Am I feeling at all?

I feel lonely, sad, tired

But it's a fake fire

Can't move

Don't want to

Don't touch me

Don't leave

A black hole

Has swallowed my soul

My color is gone

Now I am not

My life is fine

It's just in black and white

You care?

I couldn't dare

But do I die?

No need, because I'm just fine!

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I have to say that this one is also one of my favorites (I had two good ones in a row, whaaa???)

But also, I'm super excited that more than one human decided to read my poems.

Thx for your support tho gorl  

Like, I posted them, but I did not expect people to actually read them.

My cringey self decided I should have a name for my (few) readers bc why not? If you have any suggestions, or opposition (tbh, idk if I'm even gonna do it), it goes here -->