I walked back into the camp I was hugged by all my friends I wore my usual clothing a uniform,"Thsnk
God your back." Only two days in I was writing and working preparing for surgeries, Saving lies of soldiers writing my way out of getting killed I haven't slept in three days I was getting tired, I was working by candle light my heads slowly closing everyone was out enjoying them self by the fire will I worked I needed to get this paper done,"Reposer mon ange." Lafayette rubbed my shoulder as he said this I looked up at him and yawned,"But I need to finish these papers." My eyes droopy,"Your so tied Ma Cheri I can tell." He leaned down to kiss me but he stopped and smiled,"Heh." He leaned back and picked me up,"Sleep." I fell asleep in his arms I gripped his shirt as he set me down and joined me,"I love you." He kissed my lips,
Nightmare
I opened my eyes and stretched I looked for Lafayette but didn't see him,"Hw must have gone out for breakfast." I smiled and got up putting my shoes on I walked out, everything was gray everyone dead sprawled out bloody I saw Lafayette dead with a riff in his hand I cried. I looked down o see a gun in my hand I dropped it as my hands were covered in blood I shot gim!!
End of that fucking hell
I must have been crying in my sleep because Lafayette was trying to wake me up and when I did I piped up and hugged him I buried  my face in his chest sobbing silently he tenses up but soon relaxed and hugged me and rubbed my back,"shhh everything's alright." Everyone else woke up as I stuttered these words,"It was so real I killed you all. I woke up as I shot you." He went silent,"I lot felt so real I thought you were dead." I sobbed so much that everyone else sat down and hugged and rubbed my back,"Shhh your fine (Y/N)."
"I was smiling I was crying it felt like hours, my family was there before the war everything was joyful." I sobbed into his chest he kept comforting me,"everything's fine were all here." They all were here I sobbed so much,"I thought I'd never hear your voices again." I opened my eyes too see everyone's caring smiled I sniffed,"I'm sorry for worrying you all."
"No it's fine. You usually never share your dreams." Lauren's stood up and everyone left us,"We need some rest you'll be fine we're all here." He yawned and went to bed I curled up with Lafayette and drifted back to sleep