What I heard today is breaking me to my core,
I can't and don't want to live anymore.
The fairytale I wrote has turned into dust,
I want to shatter and vanish if I must.
I had taken a step forward but now I take millions back,
I now know love is something I will always lack.
No matter what, I will always remember the memories we made,
But today, I just wish to fade.
Because just as I thought that we could be one,
I heard you already were owned by someone.
And my hopes came crashing down, now I am left without a clue,
Because it wasn't that I wanted but rather I deserved you.
~*~
😔

"You never get what you deserve, do you?"