Chapter 74😺
~Y/N POV~
Standing on the porch I waved to the children in Hana's mini van, all buckled up and ready to go. Hana and Lisa are taking the kids to their play group this morning. Its been a while since they've been and now that Rose's funeral has passed, it's time to get the kids back into their normal routine. So that means back to play group to play and interact with other hybrid children.
Although Felix's bright smile told me he was excited in the way he waves his hand rapidly side to side. Korain was clearly unsure about it, in fact it took Jungkook to convince him to go. That boy wouldn't listen to me anymore even if there is times he wants his mom but lately it's his Dad he wants.
It's cute.
Watching Hana drive off with my children, Lisa in the passenger seat with her, I walked back into the house now they were gone to have fun. A smile upon my face just thinking about my children but I stayed because I wanted to do some house work to help out Hana since she's very down in the dumps and maybe hanging out with the children would cheer her up a little more as it usually does.
"Y/n could you join us in the living room so we can talk please?" Namjoon
I stopped mid step, walking away from the front door after it closed. I was on my way to the kitchen but to see all seven of them standing or either sitting in the living room, the most serious faces I've seen on them since they told me of Rose's passing. It made me worried for sure to what this could be about.
Nodding I walked over to the one seater couch that Yoongi pointed at for me to sit and I did so. Sitting on the comfortable one seater couch but still very unsure to what's going on. I had a bad feeling about this. Digging my nails into arm of the couch I took a deep breath to mentally prepare myself for this apparent serious conversation we're about to have.
"Is something wrong?"
I managed to finally ask in the silent room that was suffocating me. Not to mention not one of them could look at me at all, either they would look down to their feet, laps or even the side of the room to one another. They seemed nervous but Namjoon was the first to response, clearing his throat before he spoke.
"We have something we need to tell you." Namjoon
"And let me guess. I'm not going to like it."
He shook his head, quickly glancing to me and then back down to the rug on the floor.
"Well can you just tell me now? Just like spit it out and get this over with then."
I felt the lump in my throat now scared that I'm not going to like what they're going to say.
"Okay fine.....We're leaving. Tomorrow." Namjoon
Blank. Numb.
That's what I felt at first. In fact I was speechless, trying to process what he just told me. Mixture of emotions rose up within myself the more I thought about it, in silence. Glaring at the coffee table that separated myself and them.
"W-When tomorrow?"
The question slipped my lips, still glaring at the table.
"Erm, actually in the early hours of the night." Jin
I heard him say and I just tsked at him.
"So what? You all plan to walk out in the middle of the night like cowards?"
I looked up and made eye contact with the first person I laid eyes on which just so happened to be Taehyung, staring back at me, guilt in his eyes which only made me more angry at this point.
"Would you prefer we left in the day time so the children could see us leave?" Yoongi
I spun around in my seat to glare at him from his standing position by the fire place. He flinched back with how fast I moved to look at him.
"No. There's no need for any of you to leave in the first place the answer would be not to leave. If not for me but for them. For my children....For your children."
I pointed to every one of them, standing up furious that they would even talk of doing such a thing or even brave enough to act this out of they're that serious. Namjoon stood up, following my actions, sighing heavily.
"We have to leave Y/n. Who knows, your uncle may have friends out there somewhere that would want to come for us and if they find out about the kids then the worse could happen." Namjoon
What a bullshit of an excuse.
"Don't you think even if that were a possibility which it is not by the way, you would all be better in protecting the children as their fathers! Huh?"
Taehyung then stood up, turning to Namjoon.
"Actually Namjoon she has a point." Taehyung
"No. We can't stay. It's for the best. We're leaving in the early hours and we must go." Namjoon
Angry tears built up in my eyes, that soon started to fall as I stared at Namjoon. Totally disgusted that they think this was what was best for the children.
"So what? You all got close with them and then decide to fuck off after a few weeks. They'll be crushed."
"Y/n we kno-" Hoseok
"NO! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH THEY ALL LOVE YOU!! NO FUCKING IDEA AND YOU ALL CHOOSE TO LEAVE.....AGAIN!!"
I was enraged. Not only would this hurt me as it is now, but it pains me to know the hurt my children will face when they wake up in the morning to find that their Dads have up and left on them.
In a state of rage, I picked up the closest thing to me which so happened to be a vase with lilies placed inside but I didn't care. I was too blinded by it and threw it across the room, over Jungkooks head hitting the wall behind him. If he hadn't of ducked then for sure it would of hit him but again I didn't care.
The glass shattering to the floor, everyone was now on their feet, startled by my actions.
"Y/n wha-" Jimin
"JUST SHUT UP!! I-I..."
The tears got too much that I aggressively wiped them away to clear my vision, even to push Yoongi away when I felt him touch my shoulder. Trying to bring my words together, I took deep breaths again looking up to the ceiling, feeling all their eyes on me.
"You're all very selfish people you know that? I-I forgave you all for so much. So god damn much and here you are all ready to leave again for some poor excuse. Not only this time will you hurt me but the children are a massive part of it all now too and it's them I feel sorry for. It's pathetic."
I spoke, now wondering over to the stairs to march up to my bedroom, no longer wanting to see them or speak to them. My plans to tidy up the house long out of mind but I'll do it later. None of them spoke or even tried to defend themselves more, just watched me walk towards the stairs but coming to the bottom step I paused. A thought came to mind and I just had to.
Turning around on my heels I rushed over to Namjoon once again and smacked him hard across the face. Stunned, he cupped his now red cheek but clenched his jaw at me.
"That's for leaving me as kids. Yes I fucking remember by the way."
His eyes widen and jaw dropped also removing his hand from his cheek.
"Y/n that wasn't my fau-" Namjoon
The quickly I slapped his other cheek, harder then the last one.
"And that was attacking me and scarring me for life you asshole!"
The I punched him across the nose one last time, a painful groan coming from him and a few gasps from the others.
"And that's for the pain my children are about to receive for you all leaving tonight. I know it was your idea Namjoon. It's always your fucking idea."
None of them said a word, even Namjoon that looked at me with such sadness and guilt in his eyes I chose to ignore walking away back to the stairs just to put on foot on the step and turn over my shoulder to look at them one more time.
"I will never forgive any of you for this and the kids will definitely not forgive you. That's just facts."
With that now said, I began to walk up the stairs refusing to look at then again and decided to ignore them for the rest of the day. Only will I come out my room when the children come back and then I will act normal so they wouldn't catch on.
Stupid Kitty's.
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