~Y/N POV~

Today was another one of those hot days so we all decided on a barbeque in the garden and a day out in the pool. This morning the eight of us all went to the shops to buy what we need, food and what not.

Taehyung convinced me to buy a large doughnut floaty and Jin wanted the unicorn one but Jimin said he'll steal it when Jin is not looking. I could imagine that already.

When we got home the boys quickly changed into their swimming trunks and were already outside. I however felt really uncomfortable looking at myself in the mirror today. I'm not so much worried about my scars around the boys anymore but I noticed I'm starting to gain weight and I don't like that. I don't want to be fat, ,maybe I should just watch what I'm eating right now and maybe ask Jungkook to help me out with some workouts because since he's been here I've seen him working out with Jimin sometimes or by himself so it's worth my while to ask.

I decided to wear just a plain white bikini since the only swim wear I have is bikinis, but I cant tear myself away from the mirror looking at my ass and stomach and a little weight around my boobs too. I'm gonna need a right good work out to burn off this weight.

"Y/n what's taking you so long?" Jin

He opens my door and comes in standing there with one hand still on my door handle.

"Jin, do I look fat to you?"

At first he looked a bit taken back by my sudden question and stood there checking me up and down while I stare at myself and poke at my belly. That was until I heard him chuckle lightly and he walked over to wrap his hands around my waist and look at me through the mirror.

"Of course not. You're perfect the way you are." Jin

He kisses my cheek and takes my hand to drag me out the room but I stop him.

"No Jin seriously I think I have. I don't feel comfortable going out like this."

Jin turns around to me and sighs heavily and lets go of my hand and takes off his own white tshirt and puts it over my head.

"Wear this then." Jin

I pulled down over my body and smiled at him after putting my sleeves through the arms of the tshirt and pecked his lips. I did feel a little better now that I was half covered up.

"Thank you."

I took his hand again and this time I dragged him out the room and down the stairs to lead him out side as he let me without a fuss but feeling his eyes on my the whole time when I was the one walking in front of him a little bit.

We both walked outside into the garden. Yoongi was over by the barbeque already sitting it up with the piles of food next to him, I watch how Jin pulled us over to him. When Yoongi noticed us coming he smiles at first but then frowns when he sees I'm wearing Jins tshirt and he's now suddenly without one.

"Y/n why are you wearing a tshirt?" Yoongi

I don't usually wear one when I plan on swimming in the pool just like Hoseok, Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung were already doing.

"She thinks she getting fat." Jin

I sensed he rolled his eyes at me because of his tone. I couldn't see because he already had his back turned to me picking up an apron that was on the table next to Namjoon who suddenly sparked an interest in the conversation by leaning forward and looking me up and down like Jin did in my bedroom.

Yoongi too looked me up and down making it more obvious until he scoffed.

"You don't look fat Y/n that's just stupid." Yoongi

I just shrugged and fiddled with the hem of the white tshirt, still able to see Namjoons stare at me from the corner of my eye, making me feel a little uncomfortable by his stare. It's not something I've seen on him before so when I looked at him he looked away but his little smile on his lips that he tried to hide with his hand didn't go unnoticed.

I squinted my eyes at him suspiciously but squealed in surprise when the tshirt was ripped off over my head and I was quickly picked up by Jimin.

"You don't need that." Jimin

He laughs and ran towards the pool with me still in his arms.

"Yah! Jimin be careful! You shouldn't run!" Jin

Jimin ignored him anyway and ran to the pool and jumped in creating a huge splash as the two of us landed in the pool covering Jungkook, Hoseok and Taehyung in the process. They didn't seem to mind because when I came back to the surface after pushing myself away from the laughing Jimin and giving him a playful glare, the three couldn't stop laughing.

So I swam to the edge and climbed out with hands on hips and glared at the four for laughing at me.

"How dare you Jimin! And you three are no better for laughing!"

I pointed to the three but Jungkook swam towards me to pout and clap his hands together.

"I'm sorry I wont do it again." Jungkook

A chuckled escaped his lips that's when I knew he wasn't serious just trying to tease me. He almost had me with his cute grey cat ears on the top of his head and his big does eyes blinking cutely at me.

"No way I don't forgive you. Nice try."

I crossed my arms over y chest and turned my head side ways away from him.

"Fine then forgive me for this." Jungkook

"Wha-Ahh!"

He reached around my legs and knocked the back of them forcing me to fall forward and land over his shoulder as he picked me up and stood up with the water coming up to his waist. I started slapping his bare back and kicking my legs but it was no use he was too strong.

"Jungkook put her down!" Namjoon

Jungkook froze at Namjoons sudden outburst and everyone seemed to have froze because Namjoon was standing from his seat looking ready to start throwing hands.

"But we're playing." Jungkook

Jungkook whines like a baby but Namjoon looked at me and then back at Jungkook and shook his head.

"No put her down." Namjoon

Jungkook sighs and walks a couple steps over to Taehyungs Inflatable doughnut and allowed me to climb onto it. Jungkook turned back to Namjoon and pouted before he ducked into the water. I looked at Namjoon and he just looked up and down my body again and sat down with out another word. Though I continued to watch him though because Yoongi walked over to him to pull up a seat opening a can and started a hushed whispering conversation between the two.

Now and again Yoongi would look at me and smile when he seen I caught him looking at me but was suddenly distracted when Taehyung came over and started planting kisses all over my face and Hoseok coming over to join. When Jimin was now swimming after Jungkook who looked now back to his own cheerful self.

But then something popped into my mind something I wanted to suggest to them.

"Oh yeah I have something to ask all of you. I just remembered."

Taehyung and Hoseok sat in the water, well practically kneeling to be same level as me because for some reason I floated back to the shallow end of the pool.

"Oh yeah?" Jimin

"Yeah."

Jimin and Jungkook both swam over sitting next to Taehyung and Hoseok around me. Jin set down the burger buns that he was currently trying to open and wiped his hands off the apron and coming over to the edge of the pool just on my other side while Yoongi and Namjoon stopped talking but still seated in their chairs.

"What is it?" Hoseok

"You're not fat Y/n so don't go through that again." Jin

I shook my head and avoided the stares I got from the four in the pool. Great now they were checking me out.

"No it wasn't that. It's about my work place."

The first person I looked at was Taehyung, the colour from his face completely drained and he slumped his shoulders down. In fact all of them became very tense when I mentioned my work place.

"What about your work place Y/n?" Namjoon

It surprised me he spoke first so I looked over my shoulder at him to answer the question, with a smile on my face.

"I was wondering if any of you would want to come see where I work? You know because Ive been going in a lot more over the past couple weeks for I thought you'd like to see my office or something?"

There was more silence and I saw how Namjoon stared at the ground blankly whereas Yoongi was glaring at Namjoon as if he was pissed off for some reason.

"Oh I don't know Y/n." Jin

"You don't have to go it was just a suggestion. I don't want any of you to feel like you have to just because I asked. It's honestly no problem if you don't want to go."

"I don't want to go." Jungkook

I turned to him, he was pouting but looking down at his hands.

"Then you don't have to it's fine honestly."

"Are you sure?" Taehyung

"Yes. It's just someone brought it up to me at work and I just thought it was a good idea."

"Who asked you that?" Namjoon

I turned back around to look over my shoulder at Namjoon who had an brow raised showing much interest.

"Someone I know at work. His name is Johoon, he works with me and he wanted to meet you all I think."

Namjoons mouth opened and closed. Jin quickly looked back at Namjoon where as Yoongi stood up from his seat and just left walking back inside with out a word. Jungkook and Jimin both dived under the water randomly splashing me in the process while I saw how stiff Hoseok and Taehyung became.

What's wrong with everyone?

"Are you all okay? Where did Yoongi go?"

"It's nothing Y/n we're fine." Jin

He turns around and goes back to the food. There's something wrong, I can see it, I can feel it. So I looked at the one person that may be able to tell me since if I ask him a direct question it seems like he cant lie to me. So when I whipped my head back to look at him his eyes widen.

"Hoseok, what's wrong with everyone?"

Taehyung gasps and Hoseok looked at Namjoon and Jin behind me, gulping nervously and I swear he started to sweat under pressure. I don't mean to put him on the spot but everyone seems to be hiding something.

"We use to know a gu-" Hoseok

He was cut off my Taehyungs large hand over his mouth and Hoseok lowering his head in disappointment.

"It's honestly nothing Y/n. We just use to know someone with the same name that use to give us a bunch of abuse when we lived on the streets that's all." Taehyung

He forced a smile and removed his hand from Hoseok who then swam off away from me, leaving me with just Taehyung.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. I'm sure." Taehyung

He said that pretty fast and Taehyung may be a good actor but I can see right through his eyes right now and he's hiding something. They all are, don't think I haven't heard them all whispering for months but never been able to get close enough to heard exactly what they say because they catch me every time because of their own hearing.

So I decided to play it cool and just sweep it away, for now. One day one of them are going to slip up with it and I have my best bets on Yoongi. I don't know why but I have a feeling if it's not going to be Hoseok it'll be him.

So I sighed and told him I'll let it go for now. Everyone relaxed again and Yoongi soon enough came back into the garden more calmer this time but he sat away from Namjoon this time across the table instead of right next to him like last time.

Jin called everyone for food and I took the chance to sit with Yoongi because I just wanted to cuddle him. I felt bad that he left all angry and stuff so I spent the afternoon with him beside me and I even got him to join in our games in the pool and even Namjoon eventually joined to with Jin.

It may of been tense at one point but as the time went on it was like it was all forgotten and we played in the pool until he became dark.

But what are they hiding from me?