~Y/N POV~

"So Y/n, we're into the new week. How have you been since I saw you last?" Dr Lim

My therapist opens her notepad, flicking a few pages, and readied her pen, to scribble away and what ever I chose to tell her.

I fixed myself seated on the sofa, laying down comfortably staring up at the ceiling. I don't have to lay down this way, I could sit but this way is more comfortable in my opinion.

"It's been good. Nothing much has changed."

"Are you sure about that Y/n. You were still a little upset about your hybrid kissing another. Are you telling me you're past that now?" Dr Lim

I thought for a moment. To be honest I forgot about al that. Jungkook has been almost glued to by side every since if not more in the past few days since our pillow fight, they all have. Maybe that pillow fight brought us a little more closer?

"Actually, I am. I forgot about that since Jungkook has been trying to make it up to me and he's been doing a great job."

She hummed and I could hear her scribbling away.

"That's very good Y/n. You've chosen to let go of something that did affect you in a negative way. What has he done exactly to make you forget about this mistake he made?" Dr Lim

Again staring up at the while ceiling I've thought about how he's been with me since we decided to put all that kiss mess behind us. It clearly meant nothing to him, otherwise I don't think he would still be at home with me.

My therapist already knows about my relationship with my hybrids and surprisingly she was okay with it, when I didn't think she would be. She was surprised for sure but didn't judge like most people there would.

"He has told me how he feels about me, he has made me things like a bath or even so much as food. Repeats telling me how beautiful he thinks I am and just how much he loves me. He's stayed by my side, like literally all the time, they all have. In fact they're outside waiting in the car for me."

I giggled. I insisted that they stay at home like always but this time they wanted to come with me and wait in the car. I put a bet at least two of them will be fighting by the time I get back to the car. For them to be in a small space like that for an hour, it's guaranteed.

"I would like to speak with them, in our next session if you don't mind. I would like to get to know them. It would be good for you evaluation." Dr Lim

That's a great idea!

"Of course."

It would be good for that to happen. My therapist could get to know them and they could get a good idea of who my therapist is since they made excuses today to come with me, like 'are you sure she's safe to be around' or 'how do we know she's not a lesbian and tries to take you away from us' ridiculous stuff like that. Which is all very funny to hear and so very cute too. I just think every since Taehyung asked me to promise him that I wouldn't leave, they must all be feeling that one day I just might when I know I won't. I mean how can I, I love them too much to do anything of the thing. I rely on them so much, probably just as much as they rely on me, they just don't see it that way.

"So Y/n, I noticed you have a little mark on your neck. Who did that if you don't mind me asking?" Dr Lim

I hummed in hesitation to tell her. I mean it's just a bite mark, what else could it be?

"It was Taehyung. It was unexpected."

"Was this during intercourse?" Dr Lim

I hummed a yes and crossed my arms over my chest as I still laid flat in my back on the sofa. I couldn't look at her, I felt embarrassed to say yes, but I might as well be honest. I heard her scribble a few words before she stopped.

"Do you know what that means?" Dr Lim

I looked over at her sitting in the chair, legs crossed, pad on one knee and her glasses on to the tip of her nose.

"It means something?"

She nods and pushes up her glasses, closer to her eyes and scribbled again.

"It does, but I would ask you're hybrids about that Y/n. If they're going to mark you they will have to explain to you what that means." Dr Lim

"Can you not tell me?"

She shook her head while still writing away in her pad. I sat up from my laid down position and sat back leaning my own back up against the sofa and my hands on my lap. I was nervous, was it a bad thing or something?

"No, I'm afraid not. Marking is a very personal thing to do, so I if I was you I would ask Taehyung what that means. I'm sure he'll tell you." Dr Lim

She smiles at me as if that will help my anxiety right now. Is it really that bad she won't tell me herself?

"Could I ask you a very personal question? You don't have to answer but it would help if you did. Everything stays between you and me, nothing leaves this room." Dr Lim

I hesitantly nod.

"S-sure."

Oh god she was making me nervous. So nervous I couldn't help but scratch at my wrists.

"Are you sexually active with the hybrids?" Dr Lim

Oh no there it is.

The very thing I didn't mention to her before. Will I be judged?

Should I tell her the truth and come out and say yes I have or do I deny it?

"Y-yes, yes I-I have."

I scratched even more at my wrists, turning them red. Dr Lim didn't react, she kept a blank face on her and started writing again, I wish I knew what she wrote most of the time.

"Do you use protection?" Dr Lim

She asked me still not looking up from her notepad and I couldn't help but choke on my saliva at the question. As if the first question wasn't bad enough, now this one?

"Yes. I'm on the pill."

She nods at my answer and writes a few more things and puts her pen down on her lap.

"Good. Since it's still unknown if hybrids and humans can procreate with each other, then it's better to still stay protected. You never know what could happen." Dr Lim

I didn't know that but okay. I've been taking the pill for years anyway because of my heavy periods, it helps a lot taking it.

Dr Lims eyes travelled down to have a look at my wrists and then back up to my face, smiling.

"I won't talk about this anymore Y/n. I can see it makes you uncomfortable. How about we talk about your friend, Lisa? Have you had anymore contact with her lately?" Dr Lim

I shook my head, and stopped scratching at my wrists.

"No, I've not heard from her since before I took the hybrids home."

"Have you tried contacting her?" Dr Lim

Again I shook my head. I haven't even thought about her in a while.

"No, I haven't but maybe I should give her a call and see how she's doing."

She nods and writes more things in her pad.

"That would be a very good choice Y/n. It would be good for you to keep in contact with Lisa. Some female company would do you good too, you should ask her to come around to your house, introduce her to your hybrids, that would be good." Dr Lim

That doesn't sound like a bad idea actually. Lisa can finally meet them, since when we last spoke I told her I was seriously considering the idea and now that I have done it I haven't spoke to her since. Now I feel bad that I haven't.

"I'll do that when I get home."

She nods once more when she was finished writing and again passed me one of her gentle smiles. She's very good at her job and my parents company did very well to find her and employ her as the company therapist. So she's not only for me but also for any other employees that may need mental help or have struggles in their lives that they would like to talk with someone about.

When I first met this woman she told me she knew my mom. I don't ever remember seeing her before my parents death but it makes me feel a little more closer to my mom in a way to know this.

The rest of the session went as it always did. Spoke about my days, how I've been feeling, about my work and just a few childhood memories I like to talk about to cheer me up. Just one simple day at my therapy session.