~NAMJOON POV ~

I was pissed!

What the hell did Jungkook do now?!

She was so upset, it hurt to see her tears and when she mentioned Jungkooks name I was ready to throw hands.

He's like my little brother but still, to see how much pain he puts her in by his actions just reminds me of myself and that makes me even more angry but the difference is that she doesn't know how I hurt her where as she knows Jungkook had hurt her.

I needed answers and I wanted them now but I waited until she fell asleep between me and Taehyung. He was worried but I think he kind of had an idea what happened.

As soon as I heard her light snores I knew I could slip away. She would be fine with Taehyung. Taking my chance I slowly slid backwards on my side, careful not to wake her up and rolled over with a thump to the floor. I expected to catch myself on my feet but unfortunately that didn't happen.

I was quick to stand up from the floor and wipe my hands that I used to save myself. Taehyung was biting his lip to hold in a laugh, not that I wasn't already embarrassed by the way I fell out of bed and now he seen it too.

"You didn't see anything, got it?"

I pointed my finger at him and he nods but it only seems like I fuelled his amusement by what I just said. I sighed and rolled my eyes and started walking towards the door.

"Don't hit him Namjoon. Whatever he's done, just talk to him first." Taehyung

I stopped just at the door with my hand on the door knob.

"I won't hit him.......this time."

With that I quietly open the door and walk out. Now that I'm out the bedroom I'm not afraid to make my frustration and anger known by thumping my feet along the wooden floor as I march my way down the corridor and toward the stairs.

I could hear the whispers of Hoseok, Jin and Yoongi and they stop just as I reached the stairs. They would known I was coming, their hearing is an good as mine.

"What's happening?"

I stand at the top of the stairs in my dark blue pyjamas y/n picked out for me with arms folded across my chest, staring the three down. They all exchanged glances and tried to pull of their clueless act.

"Nothings happening. Why would you ask that?" Jin

He showed a blank face and I started to walk or more like stalk my walk down the steps not taking my eyes off them. I looked at Hoseoks tail, it's very straight, and the hair on the end stands spiked up, compared to Yoongi and jins tails, they're very relaxed as Yoongi had his tail wrapped around his own leg.

Hoseok is a big give away when it comes to lying and none of them fool me.

"Oh really? Then Hoseok why is your tail so tense?"

I pointed behind him and he gasped to quickly push his tail more behind him and sit down on the sofa just behind him.

"It's n-nothing." Hoseok

I don't see what the big deal is. I'm not that scary.

"Well can someone please explain to me why h/n just ran to the bedroom crying herself back to sleep? What happened?"

Yoongi groans and throws himself backwards into the the sofa with one arm covering his eyes.

"Something happened between y/n and Jungkook this morning. I don't know what but I only just walked into the kitchen to find y/n crying in yoongis arms." Jin

"I only came downstairs when she was running back up. Jin told me that happened." Hoseok

I only nod and walk further into the living room area to only stop until I'm standing in front of Jin with my arms now by my sides but only looking down at Yoongi.

"So what happened yoongi? Do you know?"

He let out a long sigh and remained lying down with his arm over his face.

"I'm not too sure myself. I woke up to the sound of glass shattering from the kitchen. When I went to see what happened, y/n was so close to drinking that whiskey Jimin left there from the other night."
Yoongi

"Did she tell you what happened?"

He shook his head and removed his arm from his face to star up at the ceiling.

"No, she didn't." Yoongi

"I told her we love her but she only responded with saying that Jungkook doesn't love her and that's when she ran off. Is she okay now?" Jin

I nod and think back to how she woke Taehyung and I up. She looked so upset, it was heart breaking to watch. She was almost as bad as what she was like after I did what I did to her years ago.

"Yes, she's fine. Like I said she cried herself back to sleep. Taehyungs still with her."

Jin nods and sighs.

"I better go clean up that glass." Jin

He then leaves the room to the kitchen. Yoongi sits up and wipes his face and runs his hands through his  hair.

"I'm gonna go help Jin." Hoseok

He stands up and quietly leaves, leaving just me and Yoongi now in the room.

"This is all fucked up namjoon. She's so messed up from what we did to her, this is only going to make her feel worse than before." Yoongi

Guilt.

Guilt creeps up on me and I cant help but nod with a heavy heart.

"I know, but hopefully we can fix this."

He looks up at me with dark eyes, he's still angry at what we all did, his guilt is eating at him too but I have more part to play in this than he ever did and he knows, they all do.

"Hey guys? Why's Jungkook in a bedroom crying?" Jimin

He comes walking down the stairs completely oblivious to the drama going on this morning. He scratched his head and yawned with one eye open and another closed.

"You don't want to know." Yoongi

"Huh?" Jimin

He cocks his head to the side in confusion but before he can say anything Jungkook comes running quickly down the stairs at full speed and heads towards the door. Quickly knowing what he was about to do i leaped over the sofa Yoongi was sitting on and jumped on Jungkooks back to stop him from going anywhere.

Running is only going to make everything worse and if she thinks he doesn't love her enough then leaving is only going to destroy her more. He's not going anywhere until we fix this problem.

"I have to get out of here!" Jungkook

I dropped my weight on top of him but he squirmed underneath and with him being as strong as he was, he was starting to overpower my weight on top of him by using his legs to try and stand.

"No jungkook! You have to stay!"

"I can't! I hurt her, again! I have to leave! We all have to leave! We're not good for her!" Jungkook

He almost stood up with me on his back but I wrapped my arms around his head and squeezed him in a head lock that made him gasp and only fell to the floor when Jimin and Hoseok came to help to hold him down.

"Running away is not going to solve anything and you know it!"

"We have hurt her in the past but now we can try to make up for it." Jimin

Jungkook scoffed and slumped back down to the floor with the three of us holding him down.

"We can never make up for what we have already done! Just let me go and she'll never have to see me again!" Jungkook

"No! You know we can't do that." Hoseok

"Yes you can! Just please, let me go! If we stay or if I stay she'll end up more hurt and broken than she already is and it's all our faults, especially you Namjoon!" Jungkook

I sighed heavily to let go of his Head and roll off his back and sit next to his face as he lay completely flat down on the floor, his chest pressed against the wooden flooring and arms kept behind his back by Jimin.

"Jungkook, do you love her?"

He froze under Jimin and Hoseok at my sudden question. Even the two in his back seemed shocked by my sudden question, but I needed to ask him. I don't get how he claims to love her but he couldn't stay away from the female when the rest of us did.

After sometime he didn't answer. He stared at my knee as I was seated crossed legged on the floor. I watched how his face would scrunch up and his tears rapidly fell down his cheeks, and the top of his nose turning pink.

"Well, do you?"

I patiently wait.

"I-I do." Jungkook

"Are you sure? You took your time to answer."

He very quickly moves his chin up and down as much as he was able to move his head.

"Yes, I do. So freaking much it hurts! I don't know why I did what I did but it destroys me that she saw that! To be in constant reminder of her face when she witnessed that, I-I just can't face her! I don't know how you can do that Namjoon?" Jungkook

I don't handle it, that's my problem. I forced myself to hate her when every inch of me told me that I'm in love with her. Hell I didn't want that so bad I almost killed her for it and I don't want Jungkook to end up the same way.

"What do you love about her?" Jimin

Jungkook sniffled and chuckled a little at the question. I stared at him as Jimin also looked down at him waiting for an answer.

"Oh, god where do I start. E-everything about her. The way she walks, the way she talks. They way she carries me around like a teddy bear when I'm in cat form. The way when she snores, it sounds like a beautiful whistle from a windy day outside. Not too loud or too quiet. When she gets nervous, she tries to hide her scratching habit by batting those eye lashes thinking it's a way to distract anyone, when clearly it doesn't." Jungkook

He chuckled but kept continuing with his little speech and so far I couldn't disagree with anything he said.

"Or when she eats, she hums when she enjoys her food or the way her eyes light up every time she watches those cat videos. She's too cute for her own good and she doesn't even know it." Jungkook

"Jungkook?" Y/n

His eyes grew wide as well as mine and I turned to her voice and saw that she was standing at the bottom of the stairs with Taehyung beside her. I didn't even hear her coming down.

Looking back at Jimin he had a devilish grin spread across his face. He knew didn't he?
He knew she was down here and no one said anything. I didn't even notice she was down here.

I just hope she didn't hear the first part of Jungkooks outburst.

"Jungkook, did you mean all that?"  Y/n

He said nothing but tightly squeezed his eyes shut, but they flew back open when Jimin slaps his butt and Hoseok shifted off Jungkook with a laugh.

"You better answer her jungkookie." Jimin

Jungkooks sighs, sadly and moves his head enough to nod.

"Y-yeah, I did." Jungkook

"Oh, Jungkook." Y/n

She comes closer and places her hand on his shoulder and squats down next to him and onto her butt so she's now in front of his face and in between me and him.

"I-I'm so sorry y/n. I didn't mean to, I-I don't know what came over me, I'm j-just so sorry." Jungkook

His voice was cracking as he spoke and I took the time to stand back up on my two feet and watch the two together. Jimin slowly moved off Jungkooks back and now he was laying there on the floor at his own free will.

"I-it's okay kookie. I understand urges, but please, just don't do that again." Y/n

She too forgiving.
I wouldn't expect her to forgive him, or me or anyone that easily.

The moment she stops talking he quickly sits up and pulls her into his arms to sit her on his lap and buries his face into the side of her neck, crying and keeping her close.

It was a cute moment for the two of them but some of the things Jungkook said have stuck in my mind. Maybe she is better off with out us but at the same time would we since she seems to suffer from all these mental disorders.

I'll have to read what Yoongi has seen, then I'll get a better idea of what she's going through.