~HOSEOK POV~

I had no choice but to follow Yoongi when he made a break to run after Namjoon. He's pissed at him and rightfully so. He told us that y/n wasn't at the house and it would just be her parents that night. He was the one that watched the house for days and didn't dare let anyone else take over that duty. I just always put it down to him being thoughtful since he barely slept because of it but clearly he lied.

Though we do have fault too, once we gathered her parents in their livingroom was it then he told us Y/n was in the house so Namjoon, Jimin and Taehyung went looking for her. We could of all left and not done a thing to Y/n or her family but our rage for them was too much and didn't think clearly. My thoughts about Y/n was that we were going to leave her alive since our faces were covered but clearly what Jungkook caught Namjoon doing Y/n said otherwise. But there's nothing that can be done about it now except move on from it and in my opinion that's what Yoongi should do, move on and get over it.

I held back Yoongi the best I could, he was trying his damn hardest to get out of my grip around his waist but I don't want them to fight, it could end ugly.

"Hoseok let me go!!" Yoongi

I shake my head into the back of shoulder.

"No, no fighting. We're at fault too it's not all Namjoons fault."

Yoongi stopped struggling to pause and turn around to glare at me.

"I know that but Y/n wouldn't have scars if it wasn't for HIM! We could of waited for another time!" Yoongi

He pointed at Namjoon who was currently sitting on the bed with Jungkook and Jin holding him back from trying to get at Yoongi but he seems oddly calm right now.

"True, but we didn't leave, we didn't wait for another time." Hoseok

I tried to talk as calmly as possible, he scoffed and opened his mouth to speak Y/n came running into the room with Jimin right behind her.

"WHAT'S GOING ON HERE?! WHATS WITH ALL THE FIGHTING?!" Y/n

She did not look happy and I don't blame her. She won't have a clue why Namjoon and Yoongi broke out to a fight but she's not stupid one of these days I can see her finding out about us and I dread that day because she's such a lovely person and doesn't deserve anything that we've done to her.

"WELL?!" Y/n

She looked around the room at us. I'm actually surprised that our naked selves don't seem to bother her right now and she hasn't even tried to look us up and down. Namjoon sighed and Yoongi scoffed to then run past Y/n with Taehyung and Jin running after him with Jimin disappearing from behind Y/n. It's now just me, Namjoon, Jungkook and Y/n left in the room.

The silence was bothering me as I shifted side to side on my feet. I didn't know what to tell her, what could I tell her, the truth? I don't like lying and I'm afraid one of these days I might let it slip, but hopefully, I don't.

"Myself and Yoongi just had a disagreement, that's all." Namjoon

I let out a breathe that I was holding but then sucked in another when she spoke again.

"What about?" Y/n

She held her hands on her hips walking further into the room to only now stand next to me. Usually I'm not bothered about being naked around the guys but Y/n, has only just seen us in human form for the first time yesterday and now she's standing right next to me while I'm stark naked, It makes me even more nervous and I could see Namjoon eye from the corner of his eye. I know that look, he's telling me to play it cool and to quit being so obvious, but I can't help it.

"I said maybe thoses guys had their reasons for what they did and Yoongi simply disagreed." Namjoon

Ouch.

If I was Y/n that would be a blow and judging by her wide eyes and red face she was pissed he would even say that. Jungkook, however just slowly sunk behind Namjoon to hide.

"What did you just say?" Y/n

She gritted through her teeth but Namjoon didn't seem fazed and just stared up at her.

"I'm not excusing what that guy did to you or what happened to your parents. I'm just saying everyone does something for a reason." Namjoon

"That may be true but that doesn't mean jack. They can't go around killing people for their own selfish reasons." Y/n

"You may see it that way Y/n because that was your family, where as other people would see it totally different." Namjoon

He's digging himself a bigger hole.

"Namjoon?"

He peeled his sights away from Y/n to look at me who didn't  bother looking at me but only Namjoon, boiling in anger. I shook my head at him to basically tell him to shut it before he makes things worse. He sighs and nods, to look back up to Y/n.

"I'm sorry Y/n. Sometimes I don't think before I speak. I'm very sorry about what happened to your parents." Namjoon

I rolled my eyes as I know that's not true but he's trying to make her feel better at least. She only stays quiet for a moment before sighing and walking away to the bathroom and closing the door behind her. I don't know what that was about, so I walked up to bathroom door to knock.

"Y/n are you okay?"

I heard her sniffles and that's when I knew she was crying. Great, Namjoon made her cry.

"I'm fine I'll be out in a minute." Y/n

"OKay, just let know if you need anything."

I didn't know what else to say to her but she whimpered a little thanks and I moved away from the door to glare at Namjoon. Why is he being such a dick? He's always been such a nice and humble guy but with Y/n he's totally different.

"What?" Namjoon

He shrugged, it was like he didn't know what he did wrong.

"What do you mean what? What is wrong with you? You could at least try and be nice to her but yet you act like a dick to her."

He shrugs again and Jungkook now stands up from the bed.

"I'm going to go find some clothes and check on Yoongi hyung." Jungkook

I nod at him but then go back to glaring at Namjoon as Jungkook walks out the room.

"I am trying. She asked me a question and that was the only thing I could think of on such sort notice." Namjoon

"Yeah but you didn't have to sound like a dick."

I whispered yelled at him and he looked down at the ground.

"Look I know what I have done to her before was bad and the way I am with her now is also out of order but I'm trying to put all the bad feelings aside to get to know her better." Namjoon

I sighed and sat next to him on the bed.

"Well you better, because we're going to be here for a while and she might even find out who we actually are if you keep acting this way."

He whisked his head to look at me dead in the eyes.

"But our mission has not changed. It's still going ahead." Namjoon

"What if you get attached to her, just like the rest of us?"

"Are you all attached to her already? I thought it was just Jin, Jimin and Taehyung." Namjoon

I shake my head and pat him on the back.

"No, it's not just them. I like her too and did you just see they way Yoongi acted about how she felt about the whole incident. He's guilty as hell because he likes her and he took it out on you. You should know that by now."

"What about Jungkook then? I didn't think he liked her." Namjoon

"He does. You should of seen the two together when she first saw him in human form. She didn't want to let him go and the sat with each other for hours. You know Jungkook wouldn't let anyone near him unless he liked them."

He nods once, looking back down on the ground. He stays quiet for a while and I just sit next to him, watching his expression changed every know and then as he thinks. It goes from blank, to confused to angry and then sadness. I don't know what he's thinking but it didn't seem good.

"I won't get attached though. I wont let myself." Namjoon

I know he will, he wont be able to help himself, just like the rest of us he's no different.

The bathroom door opens again and Y/n walks out sadly with a small white box in her hand.

"I, erm. This is a first aid box, for the cuts on your face." Y/n

She held it out to Namjoon but he just stared at it, surprised she would even give him something like that while I couldn't help but give him a certain look before reaching out to Y/n arm to push it back.

"How about you treat his wounds and I'll go check on Yoongi."

I stood up and Namjoon immediately looked at me, squinting his eyes. He knew what I was up to and to be honest I couldn't care. In fact I know he likes her, he's just pushing it away and if I have to force for them to spend sometime together then I'm going to.

"Oh, okay. Are you okay with that Namjoon or do you want to do it yourself?" Y/n

He stared at me and I shook my head at him. He bit down on his inner cheek then looked back at Y/n with a forced smile.

"Sure, you can do it for me." Namjoon

A small smile spread across Y/ns face and I smiled back at the two of them before leaving the room to go see the other guys

He just has to be more open about how he feel about Y/n. I actually think he likes her just as much as the rest of us, perhaps maybe he's liked her since the incident and acted out at her because he was angry at himself. I know him pretty well, and that's the only thing I could think of. None of that excuses anything that we did to her but I hope to make it up to her and that she never finds out who we really are.