Mishti :)

It's been almost a year, a few days back I had asked him about his home coming ; he said it will take two three more months.. I was sad but happy too.. Only two three months left.. Then everything will be normal all over again.. We both are going through an off & on relationship.. But as we are not getting the proper time to talk, so we are just letting things go..

A perfect relationship doesn't exist.. You have to forgive sometimes, you have to  compromise in some cases and sometimes just have to go with the flow.. We both are staying too far from each other, so arguing with each other will be more problematic..

Abir Rajvansh is reportedly dating Aalisha  Kapoor..

Of course the newest and funniest rumors I had ever heard. Lol, these media people don't even try to collect any proper information and just publish it.. Abir himself doesn't have any idea that he is dating Aalisha.. I laughed for almost two hours after reading those articles.. But as always Abir was unbothered while Aalisha is enjoying all the attention she is getting..

It's around 7:30 PM.. Aadarsh bhai called me to come to Rajvansh house as they had planned a movie night..

I was wearing a frock in this cold winter and forgot to bring my jacket with myself.. It reminded me of Abir, the way he used to give his jacket to me everyday.. Sometimes I deliberately don't wear jacket.. Those days were golden days of my life when I was slowly slowly falling in love with him.. Just by imagining it, I felt butterflies.. I sighed and entered inside Rajvansh house.. But it looked so empty.. There was no noise which was unreal.. I went to kitchen, Meera aunty or Geeta aunty was not there.. Then I went to the tv room, it was empty too..

"Where is everyone? " I asked to one of the maid..

"In the backward! All have planned a dinner outside so they are arranging everything, " she informed me.. Not bad! After a long time something like this is happening in this family.. I made my way towards the back .. It was dark too.. I spotted Aadarsh bhai, so ran towards him.. He was talking in a call.. Before I could ask him, he replied from his side..

"200 meters straight then take left then go for 100 meter then take right.. Everyone is there, "

He again got busy in his call, nodding my head I followed the direction he had told me.. It was quite dark here and I realized they really have a big space around the house.. A light was coming from a distance, so I followed it and reached there.. My eyes sparkled in happiness seeing the decorations and lights.. But it felt like a tiny space for a family dinner.. Bhai told me that everyone will be here but no one is present here.. Did I forget my path?

All of a sudden rose petals started falling on me.. My heart started beating rapidly.. I turned back quickly and everything around me just stopped for a few seconds.. I kept blinking my eyes due to the sudden shock.. Am I hallucinating?

Abir is standing in front of me, throwing petals over me.. His shiny eyes and bright smile made my heart flutter in happiness.. He is wearing the same jacket I had gifted him.. No it can't be true! I am definitely dreaming.. It was only yesterday when he told me that he would come after 3 months.. I parted my lips to say something.. But I couldn't..

I forwarded my hand to touch him, but I was scared too, what if he will vanish away .. Before I could touch him, he brought his face closer to mine and kissed my nose.. My eyes went wide..

"Abir? " I whispered in shock, before I could digest the truth he pulled me in a hug.. I was just too numb to even reciprocate.. He pressed his face in the crook of my neck, his arms were around my waist.. He held me as tightly as he could.. Tears started falling from my eyes.. He broke our hug and stared at my eyes.. I held his collar and pulled him closer , placing my lips on his.. He was stunned at first but then kissed me back..

We parted away after a minute.. "You will go back again? " I asked in sadness, he nodded making me more sad.. "Of course! But after our marriage. Umm in a honeymoon trip! " he said, I hit his chest, he groaned in pain..

"Don't worry! Everything is sorted... I am not going anywhere, " he mumbled, I started jumping in happiness.. Which led me fall on the mattress ... My head hit on the pillow.. I was about to get up, Abir hovered over me.. "Stop, " he whispered, making my heart beat rapid..

He trailed his fingers on my face giving goosebumps all over my body.. I felt butterflies feeling his warm lips against my lips again.. He intertwined our hand and kissed me gently.. The cold breeze gave chills down my spine.. He soaked my upper lips in a passion that sent a zolt of electry to my every nerve cell.. Leaving his palm, I clutched his shirt tightly.. Holding my hair, he grabbed me more closer, there was no space between us, even air can't pass..

I pushed him a little as I couldn't breathe, he took his own time and pulled away.. Circling his one arm around my back and another around my waist he changed our position.. Now I was above him.. I kept my head on his chest and listened his heart beats, my favorite music to my ear.. All the frustation, anger, sadness, longing just vanished away from every inch of my body.. After a year I felt the real happiness..

"Let's take our food, I am hungry, " Abir exclaimed, nodding my head I got up.. He went near a small table and brought a bowl and placed it in front of me.. It was chowmein.. "You made it? " I asked to which he gave a big node.. Without wasting a second I took it in my mouth, my eyes automatically went close due to the delicious taste.. When I opened my eyelids, he was staring at me.. I raised my brows but he just smiled at me and shook his head.. Taking a little chowmeim in the fork, I made him eat too.. We both fed each other ..

I can't describe how happy I am feeling right now.. I had already made my mind that I have to wait for three more months, even yesterday I was crying for it.. But he surprised me today.. I am still processing.. He denied to eat more, so I took the bowl to finish all the chowmein.. He drank a little water , while I was busy in eating.. Finishing my food, I gulped down a glass of water and got up to keep all the things on the table ..

When I was coming I saw Abir doing something on a grass.. I went near him and he kneeled down in front of me, forwarding his hand towards me.. He made a ring with that grass..

"Will you marry me? "

I kept my palm over my mouth in surprise as it was totally unexpected..

"I know I trouble you a lot, in past I have hurt you a lot, made you cry.. But I swear no one can make you happy the way I do, no one can love you more than me, no one can annoy you more than I do.. I don't want to stay away from you anymore.. So just, let's get married , we will have our own tiny miny family.. "

I just kept staring at him, standing there like a statue.. I could feel my heart beats getting fast and my stomach twisting in nervousness..

"So Ms Mishti Agarwal! Will you marry me? "

"Tell me na! My knees are hurting already! "

"Is this a question? Of course.. I would love to! " I forwarded my left hand and he made me wear the grass ring in my ring finger.. I laughed while tears were dropping from my eyes.. Kneeling down in front of him I hugged him tightly burying my face in the crook of his neck..

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We both were lying on the mattress , his head was on the pillow and mine was above his shoulder.. He was staring at the starry sky where I was staring at my left hand.. I was wearing two ring, one on the middle finger which he had made me wear before going to Paris and the second is this grass ring.. It felt so special even though the ring was made up of a grass.. I always wanted a proposal like this.. Simple yet heartwarming.. He doesn't need to say so much, I already know what he feels for me and how special I am to him..

He held my hand and clicked a picture of my palm.. I raised my brows at him.. "Let's take a selfie! " he said, I nodded.. He leaned his face little towards me but his eyes were towards the camera.. While my eyes were closed and I showed the back of my palm towards the camera and a satisfactory smile had pasted on my lips.. It come out as one of the best picture of us and moreover it looked like we both just got engaged lol..

"It's time to reveal about my relationship.. Let's keep it private but not a secret.. I am tired of these rumors! " he said while opening his Instagram.. I blinked my eyes in shock.. I am getting too many shocks today..

He added several photos..

The first picture is the selfie which we took now, where the main focus is on my two ring and it looked like we just got engaged..

The second one is my solo picture from my school days..I was in my school uniform..I had sent him once and he had it on his phone.. Which is obvious..

The third one is when he had lifted me in his arms and Sahil had captured the moment.. We both were looking at each other and it looks so dreamy...

The fourth one is when we went to a restaurant, we both were casually talking, actually it was me who was blabbering, he was listening to me silently.. Again it was Sahil who had captured the moment.. It looks aesthetic..

The fifth picture was of holi , it was a random picture which was captured by Aadarsh bhai..

The sixth picture was of bhai's engagement time.. Simple yet beautiful..

And it was the last picture, which we had clicked in his office..

He had choosed the pictures which hold so many good memories.. But I was feeling nervous as well.. I will get so many negative comments .. Abir wrote the caption..

Not everyone is lucky to have their school crush by their side.. A day and forever! 🧿

I stared at him blankly, who wrote these types of caption.. But I know his intention behind these caption.. He wanted to tell that I am the only girl in his life that too from school days.. I chuckled.. He posted it and tagged me also.. Then he followed my account as well, then my whole family members account.. I didn't have my phone with me, so I decided to give him a follow back once I reach my home..

He then kept his phone and stared at me.. I smiled at him.. "Let's go somewhere! " he said, I burrowed my eyes in confusion.. "Where? ".

" Nothing particular.. We will just go for a walk.. I wanted you to be with me today.. So let's go, " saying he got up, I nodded and stood up.. I was feeling cold, he made me wear his jacket and I again felt those butterflies .. We both went outside through the back gate.. There were no people around us.. We were just walking on the footpath, holding each other's hands.. I still feel like it's just a dream and when I will wake up tomorrow he won't be with me.. So I was just staring at him..

"It's not a dream, " he said staring at the road, I bit my lips and kept my focus on the road.. Walking with him after such a long period of gap made me feel so complete.. There was complete silence between us , but silence felt good.. Don't know how far we have come, we were just walking aimlessly..

He told me that everyone went to outside for dinner , he didn't go as he wanted to spend the whole night with me.. Aalisha and Ramesh uncle came here with Abir too .. Uncle's health is good now.. They came here for some days only..

"Abir, my legs are hurting, let's go back na! " I muttered..

"A cafe is here.. Let's go and have some drink.. Then I will call my driver, " he said, I nodded.. We both went to a near cafe.. As it's winter we ordered hot chocolate.. He was getting too many calls, so he kept his phone in silent mood.. We both came back to Rajvansh house in his car.. Everyone had returned from restaurant.. Some were already sleeping.. I could not meet Aalisha and uncle, as they both went to sleep too..

Abir was talking with his brothers and Siya and Saanvi di.. I have my college tomorrow, so I went to Abir's room to sleep.. I had kept some of my clothes here , so changing into a comfortable night dress I fell on the bed.. Every time I miss him, I come to his room but don't stay longer.. Because his room make me feel more sad.. But today it's not like that.. I felt so light.. Abir locked the door from inside.. Taking his night dress, he went to washroom..

He laid beside me and covered both of us... I removed the grass ring and kept it below my pillow.. Because it might get tore, which I don't want.. "After a year I am going to have a peaceful night, " he said pulling me in his arms.. "Me too! " I whispered, wrapping my hands around him I slept..

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I have my college at 9:00 am.. It's around 7:45 am.. I got ready and went to terrace in search for Abir.. Leaning against the wall, he was scrolling through his phone.. But then my eyes fell on Aalisha.. Abir was in his formals, all ready to go to his office.. She was saying something to him, but he was least bothered which was making her annoyed as well.. My anger reached its peak level when she snatched his phone and threw it on his sofa.. He too got angry, but then she kept her both palm on his chest seductively..

Before Abir could push her, I pulled her away.. "What the hell! " she roared at me.. I stood between her and Abir.. "DARE TO TOUCH HIM AGAIN, I WILL CHOP YOU INTO PIECES, " I warned her showing my index finger.. She crossed her arms above her chest and gave me an angry look.. "Why? You are his girlfriend? " she said rudely..

I guess he haven't seen his Instagram post or haven't read today's newspaper. Dumbass.. I took a step towards her and showed my finger.. "Fiance! " I replied coldly, she made a surprised face then looked towards Abir.. "This was my first and last warning to you.. Mind it, " saying I dragged Abir with myself and went inside his room and locked the door.. I was boiling in anger..

"The audacity of her to touch you like this and who the hell is she to throw your phone? I will -"

"Sssshhh! " Abir said placing his index finger on my lips.. He grabbed me by holding me from my waist, all my anger went somewhere.. "In anger you look extra hot, " he whispered against my lips.. His hot breath was fanning on my lips.. "I am getting late for my college, leave me, " I said while struggling with his arms.. But to my disappointment he freed me.. I stared at him blankly..

"Yahh! We should go actually, mom is waiting for us in dining, " he said and walked out.. I stood there like a statue.. Huh! I thought he will kiss me or something.. Unromantic moody Rajvansh!!

I followed him and went to dining.. Everyone gave me teased look which I tried to ignore.. But it made me blush somehow.. I am an idiot.. Everyone were teasing us randomly but we both did our breakfast silently.. Then he dropped me and Sam in college and went to office.. Before coming to my college first I went to my home and brought my phone..

Sam being Sam was finding hickey mark on my neck. Lol.. We didn't become intimate last night, so I got saved.. Otherwise she would have teased the hell out of me.. Still yesterday night was the best night of my life... Everyone including all the lectures and students were giving me different types of looks.. I felt strange at first but then I remembered about Abir's Instagram post. So yah! It's normal..

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Sam went home early, I thought Abir will come to pick up me.. But it was my mom.. She said she wanted to take me somewhere so she refused Abir to come here.. She was looking little serious and nervous and I was totally clueless.. Our car stopped in front of a old house.. The guards opened the gate and let us come inside..

I felt a strange connection but ignored it.. I thought mom will knock on the door, but she opened it by the help of a key..

"Whose house is it? " I asked in confusion..

"Yours! " Mom said and kept the key in her purse.. Her answer made me confuse.. Before pushing the door she held my both hand.. "Soon you will get married.. Before that I want to share an important thing with you, which is related to you only.. I had kept it secret till now, but you deserve to know about it, " her statement shook me completely.. I was not ready for the face off.. I knew one and other day she will open up about all this thing, but I still felt nervous.. I don't want to hear it from her mouth that I am not her own daughter.. But it's what reality is.

"Stay here till I come! " saying she went inside.. I took a glance of the house, whatever I could see .. And my eyes fell on my nani's photoframe.. A small smile appeared on my lips.. Mom did my arti and I entered inside.. Keeping the thali on a table, she took me towards the photo frame.. Even though I know all the truths, I felt horrible.. It must be difficult for her to say all this things to me..

She was staring at the frame, while I was staring at her.. For the first time I saw her this much scared.. She was gathering her courage to say me.. She parted her lips to say something but couldn't.. Seeing her helpless made me sad.. I let out a deep breath and held her trembling palm..

"I know about all this! " I mumbled slowly, she stared at me in shock and I nodded..

"It's been more than a year, I got to know about it from bhai and Abir.. It's a long story, I will tell you later.. Just know that I know everything, " I didn't finish yet and she started crying while looking at the ground..

"Mom! Don't feel guilty about anything.. It's my past.. I don't care who was my family, for me you are everything.. You are my present and future.. You didn't tell me about this, I understand why! Please don't cry like this, " I tried to console her and pulled her in a hug.. She felt relief after some time.. Then she showed me the whole house..

She showed me an album full of my pictures with my parents.. Just by looking at them I sensed how much they loved me.. I almost cried seeing so many pictures of mine.. Nani was pyaari too.. I don't remember anything but seeing those pictures I felt a void in my heart.. I felt connected.. Mom showed me my toys, dresses, everything related to my babyhood.. She played a video on television where I was playing with my parents. It was the most adorable video.. We had a happy family.. I got tears in my eyes.. Mom hugged me.

"If they were alive, you would have gotten a better life which I could not provide you, " she said staring at the tv screen.. I pulled her in a side hug.. "One thing I know that no one can love me the way my mom do. That's it! " I said kissing her head, she chuckled and wiped her tears.. We mother daughter spent some time there and then went to our home..

Now I am trying to decreasing the distance between me and bhai.. Whatever he did, whatever had happened in my past is nowhere related to my present.. I can't do anything about it.. He was not mature at that time.. He did what he felt good.. So it's better to forgive and forget everything..

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The next day my whole family went to Rajvansh house as they had invited us to talk about our marriage.. It's afternoon time, after taking lunch we were gathered in the hall.. I was sitting between Aadarsh Bhai and Sameer bhai.. They didn't let Abir sit with me.. Aanty had called a pandit, who is now finding an auspicious time to fix our marriage..

"So one date is after two weeks and another is after three months! " he announced.. Everyone stared at me and Abir for an answer.. I want to enjoy my pre marriage days.. "After three months! " I replied in a low tone, Abir agreed with me to my surprise.. After discussing for some time the family agreed too..

"Okay so after five days, it's an auspicious day.. What if we will keep the ring ceremony that day? " Meera aunty asked, I looked at Abir who was already looking at me.. He nodded, so I nodded too..

"In our side, before the engagement day we keep a mehendi function.. It's just a small ritual where the bride and groom have to apply mehendi, so if you don't mind we can celebrate it, " Mom said, aanty agreed.. I turned my gaze to Aalisha who was staring at me angrily.. Rolling my eyes I shifted my gaze to Abir. He was smiling ear to ear.. I too smiled at him.. Both the brothers started coughing, I looked down in embarrassment..

Due to exams Sahil could not come.. But he will be present in our engagement.. Without him we are not going to celebrate any function and it's a strict warning from him which we have to obey.. Without him nothing feels enjoyable too.. We all stood up to leave, Abir was constantly saying me to stay through his eyes but how can I just stay here ... It will look too weird and everyone will tease me..

"If you want, then you stay here for some time, " Mom said to me..

"No no! Nothing like that, " I murmured, Abir glared at me.. I chuckled and went with my family.. Even though we stay just near there house we came here in car.. Abir revealed about us in social media, so there is huge media here and there.. Mom had kept high security around my house as well. My social media has flooded with a bunch of notifications.. Some positive and some negative comments.. I took a break from social media..

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