I hear him in his sleep..( if he ever does..rarely) but ...hes trying to tell the voices to stop..

The prayers...he hates it...because he can't solve there problems

I feel so bad ..I wish I could wake him...but its forbidden..hes only to be woken in an emergency...or...he gets the metal bat...

The metal bat scares me..he never cleans it either....so my last blood stains are on it

I have to learn..