|Astrid's P.O.V|

I'm so glad Hiccup is back after the trauma of his head, but I'm still worried that he isn't over with his depression and I'm always on watch of him. Even though he looks fine but I'm just keeping my eyes on him for safety. Other than that, it is middle of October and it's almost study week, which means a break.

Looking down on my notes which I have wrote down and automatically my hand starts drawing Hiccup and me. I slightly blush and then wrote our names on it with a heart in the middle.

"Awwww cute drawing!".

I flinch really quick and look up, seeing Elsa and Anna giving me the look.

"Girls! You're here?!"I close my book immediately"what are you doing here?"pacing my elbow on the book and a hand on my chin.

"Just checking up on our girl that's all!"Anna said, cheerfully sitting across from me.

"Yeah, always wonder what is Astrid doing, and apparently she's doing Hiccstrid drawings"Anna giggles, snagging my note book swiftly.

"H-Hey!"I exclaim"that's not necessary to snoop in my love life! And hey! Don't you dare!".

"What's the matter? Can't handle hiccstrid vibes"Anna teases"I'll ship it forever!"opening up the book.

"Ohhh girls"I blush"t-t-Thanks!".

"Not a problem but hey, how's Hiccup. I heard he's back to normal, or so I thought maybe"Anna said, looking at me with a concern look.

"How is he?"Elsa asked, politely.

I sigh"he's good but I don't think he's over with his. Suicidal moments".

"You don't trust him?"Anna interrupts.

"What?! I uhhh I don't know right now, I'm just worried he might....do it again"I look down"I'm afraid he'll go back to that, after what I'd say that day".

"Hey. Don't be afraid, you need to convince him that he's really loved by all of us"Elsa said.

"I think he needs counselling"Anna suggests.

"Maybe, but I don't know. It's up to Hiccup to decide if he wants to see a counsellor"I shrug"I just want what's best for him".

"We know, and that's okay. Everything will be back to normal Astrid"Elsa says, encouragingly.

I nod my head and lean against the chair as I thought about the future outcomes for Hiccup's life.

|Andrea's P.O.V|

I was walking in the hospital as I was about to visit Hiccup, I'm just really glad he's okay. But part of me still feeling guilt about the past, I won't forget what I have done.

"Miss Hayden?"a man interrupts my thoughts as I look over, whoever called my last name until this man waved at me.

"V-Viggo? Is that you?"I gasp, as I saw him again.

"Yes, it's been awhile"He smiles, offering me a hug which accepted the offer.

"Wow! I can't believe you're still here"I said, sitting down, across.

"Apparently so, but I think it's best for me. I don't think the world would not need of me"He said, touching his left eye"and this is my punishment".

"Look, about what happened several years ago. I was young"I sigh, fiddling with my fingers.

"Oh don't blame yourself miss Hayden, it's all in the past"He said, flattening with his hand.

"I know, but I think of it too much. It lingers in my head. Even thought my disorder is bad I can't control myself at times"I glance down"but half of the time, I'm still trying to overcome my boundaries".

"It's part of life Miss Hayden. But never fear. You're a good person, and a good Will happens to good people"He assures me, as my face tightens up for positive future for me.

"I will do my best for me"I stood up as I shake his hand"it was nice seeing you Viggo, take care".

"I will and please don't hesitate to come visit here in this thro forsaken hospital"He smiles, as I walk away until something pop up in my mind as I thought about Him.

Oh well, I shouldn't be thinking about it, as I got on to a elevator which I'm gonna see Hiccup and Astrid today, I still don't believe how they accept me about my condition. But part of me still feel guilt for treating them badly from the past, I just wish I can actually make this up in the near future.

|Hiccup's P.O.V|

I was just staring down from my window as I see Berk City heights, still thinking what should I do now, that I come back and regained my memory I got to make plans for my current life. Which I have fully decide to move forward and try to cope my life, if I look on the bright side I can think and see how people react about my death if it's ever going to happen.

I will try to find a way to move on and maybe just be happy with Astrid because I know she loves me to death. I look over the picture frame of Astrid and quickly smile as I know she really does care about me as I recall about several months ago.

I sat over the couch and look down, fiddling with a fidget spinner, still debating though. If I was the old me I could just walk out that door right now but something or someone is holding me back, so I'm just gonna wait and see what's holding me back but I know there's a man is crawling behind my back.

As he call himself the Sinnerman, which means I should probably get out of here as soon as possible, if the doctor allows me of course. If he sends me to the ward, big mistake because that's where the Sinnerman is.

"Hiccup"

I startled a little as I felt a hand behind my back as Astrid stand beside me looking at me.

"Astrid, I didn't hear you walked in"I said, looking over.

"Yeah, you seem like you're busy thinking"She said, resting her head on my shoulder"and it worries me".

"I know"I wrap my right arm around her waist"I'm not thinking about it, I'm just thinking about what's my next step".

"I hope so Hiccup. I....don't want to lose you. Ever again"She sighs sadly.

"I won't ever do that to you ever again. Just by looking at you, it is my fault to make you so damn worried"I frozed"even if I did, what were you gonna do about it?".

".........probably something stupid"She cried, hugging me tightly as she lightly cried as I hugged her back as we have our moment alone. She was trembling badly as Felt her pain and sadness, this is how close I'am of feeling actual love now.

"........... I'm sorrry......."I whisper.

"Oh baby..."She whimpers.

As of for awhile we began to calm down now as we let our system out, I felt so much better to think that Astrid the girl I truly love is always there for me and I should repay my debt to her.

As someone just walked in the room with us hugging still as we look over who is.

"Hey guys! I brought smoothies!"Andrea enthusiastically place them on the table as she grab one for herself.

"Did I interrupted something here?"Andrea point at us.

"Uhhh not exactly"I chuckle nervously.

"We were just done having the moment"Astrid stutters"I mean.....yeah".

"Awww cute!"Andrea teases, sipping her smoothie"don't mind me, just pretend I'm not here. I'm invisible".

We both rolled our eyes and laughed as we grab our smoothies which is really good.

As I was sipping my smoothie I tap Astrid's shoulder.

"Yes babe"She whispers.

"I forgot to mentioned something. It's been bothering me quite awhile now. I met a man the other day, he came into my room and well apparently he creeped me out".

"Now that's crazy talk Hiccup, it's probably a deranged patient in this forsaken hospital"She flatters

"And I thought I was"Andrea mumbles"before, when I was an a$$".

"But this Guy. He gave my chills"I sat down, as Astrid gave me a concern look.

"Hiccup, it's only a man"Andrea comforts me.

"I know but he knows me, unfortunately"I rub my forehead, as Astrid reach over my hand as I look at her.

"What's his name?"Astrid asked.

"Sinnerman".