chapter 37
Edward pov
I hurried and took off my seatbelt and got up and went to her.
"Baby, please find somewhere and pullover!" I told her. "No, Mason! No! I, I.." I put my hand on her shoulder.
"Listen to me baby please! You need to find a place and pull over because now your building! Come on please!" She nodded her head.
She found a place and pulled over and I hurried and took her inside the camper and locked the door behind me and took her to our bedroom.
The minute I put my hands underneath her shirt she collapsed against me.
Oh fucking hell! Then she just lost it on me and I had to hurry and catch her and I just laid us down on the bed.
"You do blame yourself for all this!" She nodded her head. "I'm not leaving you Bella because it's not your fault none of it! Hell not even for you leaving me like you fucking did! Oh God! It's not your fault baby! I don't blame you at all for this!" I told her.
"I brought you here didn't I and where am I right now fucking now Bella?" I asked her.
"Here!" She told me. "What is it going to take for you to believe me then Bella! Because to be honest I have been trying to get this through your head since I found you even though I broke up with you once, but I'm still here damn it!" I told her.
"I'm sorry Mason! I really am! Look at my track history and then my memories being completely wiped away like that and now the way my memories are all fucked up and twisted from yours I'm fucking scared of losing you that all you ever we're to me is a dream okay! It terrifies the fuck out of me." She finally told me tears fell from my eyes.
"Oh my fucking God and you been trying to tell me this whole fucking time since I found you in the cubby in the security room!" She nodded her head.
"God I'm a fucking idiot baby!" She shook her head no! "Nope this time it wasn't your fault because you weren't exactly you and I sensed it in a way it was weird because how my soul was connected to the island for so long and it still feels weird! I'm still kinda connected to the island my body and soul are rejoining each other so I always know what's going on between dumb and dumber it's so fucked up and twisted at the same fucking time." She even busted out laughing.
"Speedy keeps trying to figure out Thumper poofs off to! Their right in the middle of kissing and poof and here I will show you what I mean!" She showed me and I busted out laughing.
"You can show me that anytime you want baby I love this. Wait until my sister gets back there and our brother shows up their no powers no abilities!" I told her.
"Oh I just got an idea baby but I hope you don't kill me for this tonight! It's fucking perfect for you and we can still keep it as a fucking secret! I love it and awesome and I fucking love you Bella Marie Swan!" I pressed my lips to hers and deepened the fucking kiss and the both of us got carried away.
Bella pov
"Okay you convinced me babe!" He looked down at me. "I convinced you of what Baby?" He asked me.
"We are home babe!" I told him! He flipped me over on my back. "Really baby?" He asked me.
"One condition Mason!" Oh this was going to be a wait for it for him when he hears this one.
"What's this one condition Punch?" He asked me. "You have to seal this deal Mason and there are only two ways to seal this for you if you really want me to make this my first home you Edward Anthony Mason!" He corked his eye brow at me and he wasn't sure about this or what he was getting himself into especially with me.
"Let me hear it Bella you got me curious now and scared at the same fucking time here it's you for God sakes!" He told me.
"Oh I'm very well aware it's me! Mason will you marry my ass here please and you know how to seal this puppy!" I busted out laughing when he fell over sideways on the.
I yelped when he picked my ass and kissed my ass oh yeah he sealed that deal!
"Yet again you beat my fucking ass and yes baby I will marry you. At least it's better than me asking join my crew and marry me or something like that!" He said laughing.
"I probably would have said yes to!" I told him laughing. "Oh you did alright baby! I love you baby!" He told me. "I love you babe!" He grabbed my left hand.
"I have grandma Mira engagement ring and our wedding rings from the island baby hidden on the camper!" He told me. I gave him a shitty ass grin.
"Guess who gets to surprise me during the party tonight proposing to me this time in front of everyone after what happened today with the kids babe!" I told him.
"Oh baby that you don't know what that means to mean and what I felt from you!" Tears fell from his eyes because I may of showed of image twins when I said that.
I squeezed my eyes shut and my body slammed back against the bed really fucking hard and fast.
I was trying to catch my fucking breath. "Whow baby, what the fuck is going on?" I was trying to get up and I couldn't.
"What do I do baby!" He asked me. "1! Join one me!" I told him.
He slowly slid into me and stopped once became one and he intertwined our fingers together and he started kissing me.
What the fuck! Oh that fucking helps oh I just wrapped my legs and arms around him like my life depended on it.
"Oh I see and feel what's happening! My sister trying to connect her soul to the island and you're in a battle sort of body and soul!" All I could do is nod my head.
We were locked eyes and he was helping me. "The island told you what to do baby?" I nodded my head. "Baby you can't talk can you?" I shook my head no and moved my head side to side.
"I know that! Trust me I can feel it baby! I know exactly what's happening to you like I always figure it out!" I rolled my eyes at him.
"Don't roll your fucking eyes at me baby! Just think after we get married all I have to do is touch your skin or kiss you to help you with this but I like this to." I narrowed my eyes at him.
"Don't you even think about baby! This right here is.." He closed his eyes and now I was confused.
"Don't baby and I know you don't remember and I will talk you later alone about this okay just not now with so many minds in my head right now!" I nodded my head and all of sudden grabbed it and started shaking it!
"Make them stop please Mason!" I let go of him and I was going to curl up into a ball.
"Oh no you don't not this fucking time when I heard that shit!" Mason held me close to him.
"At least my sister isn't alone and our brother heard that shit about you! Boy they understand why their souls are there and they were hope to God we fucking forgive them for this." He said.
"It's not they're fucking fault Mason!" I told him. "I know that Bella!" He told me.
"I'm furious with my sister Alice and Jasper! Aiming it all at you!" He told me.
"Put this blame all on Stanley God damn it not you Bella and that thing inside Alice not you! None of this or anything else for that matter since I found you at least has never been your fucking fault Bella if anything you saved my fucking life and was the best person I ever fucking had in my entire life and I will not change that Bella I won't! I refuse to damn it!" Now he was losing it and I could feel him.
"I wouldn't change it either Mason! That's why I so terrified Mason because of how I grew up!" I told him.
He squeezed his eyes shut! "Yeah when you explain it that way to me baby and how I watched you this time since I went back and got you from the island I really paid attention this time fucking time. That's one of the biggest reason I was taking my time with you Bella I saw so much from you this time and you just I don't know how to explain it especially with us and how I learned from the beginning from you and to lose everything like that I can't do it Bella not without you! I just can't! I tried to twice now and I can't do it Bella I met it first time and I mean it now you're it for me where you go I follow! No way around this I seal the fucking deal with you and this time you asked me first!" He told me.
"I did ask you first this time!" I told him finally. "Boy was that the wait for it for you!" I told him laughing.
"You shocked the shit out of me you asked me I would of never expected that from you come on baby it's you!" He busted out laughing.
"True! But you sure did seal the fucking deal awful fast didn't you!" I told him.
"Hey I didn't hear no complaints from your ass when I did!" He told me.
"Oh hell no! No complaints here with your mouth and tongue babe!" I hurried and covered my mouth really fast and rolled over and buried my face into the pillow.
"Did I make a promise to you or something to tell you every fucking thing? This is ridiculous!" I asked him laughing in the pillow embarrassed as fuck right now.
"You sure did baby you fucked yourself up that one!" He told me. "Oh come the fuck on! How did I even do that and why?" I asked him.
Then I seen why! I rolled over and looked at him! "I'm confused! Did you just show me something?" He shook his head no! My eyes widened and I hurried and flipped off the bed and had my back against the wall and I was ran for the bathroom and started throwing up.
"Baby what's wrong?" He asked me and I fell back against him and closed my eyes trying to catch my fucking breath and it started all over again.
"Baby, tell me what's going on here!" All I could do was show him what I just remembered.
"You remembered that! But why are you getting sick?" He asked me. "I don't know!" I told him as it happened again.
"Can I check you?" I nodded my head!" I instantly stopped when he pressed his hand against my stomach and I instantly fell against him.
"Oh so much fucking better! Thank you! Why haven't you done that before Mason you used too?" I asked him.
"I've tried since I went back and got you my hand was always pushed away! This is the first fucking time I've been able to even with your permission!" He told me.
"Oh!" Was all I said. "It's from you not getting your medication baby that's all and everything that's just happened well and on top of you this fucking sucks!" He told me.
"What! Why does it suck?" I asked him. "Hello, what did I tell you earlier in the truck baby! I'm not saying it sucks because we can't make love I'm saying it sucks because I hate what you feel like every fucking time you go through this!" I looked up at him.
"Why it's my body not yours?" I asked him and he just blinked at me.
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