Edward pov

She was in pure shock I even asked her that question. She was frozen and I didn't dare move for the fear she would fall or scream.

"Punch look at me!" She moved her eyes and looked at me. "Do you feel me through our connection?" She closed her eyes and then she nods her head for me.

"You feel my hands on you?" She nods her head again! "You hear my voice baby?" She nods her head for me again.

"Now I need you to feel your soul and when you do let me know." She nods her head for me.

"What feels different with it Punch! What song tells me what you feel differently this time baby! I'll let you decide!" I never moved from my spot and waited for her to tell me.

I will have my answer when I start to see her start to see her move her head and I know everyone is watching us now.

Then her started move and I moved my hands away and and I smiled that new smile and I seen her open her eyes and leaned over and started going through her CDs and put one in and grabbed her remote and opened the truck door and clicked her remote and started.

Will you count me in?
I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feeling like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place
It starts in my toes, and I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes, I always know
That you make me smile, please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go
The rain is falling on my windowpane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers, staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore
They start in my toes, make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes, I always know
That you make me smile, please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go
But what am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way?
I just-, mmm
And it starts in my toes, makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes, I always know
That you make me smile, please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go
I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
It starts in my soul, and I lose all control
When you kiss my nose, the feeling shows
'Cause you make me smile, baby, just take your time now
Holding me tight
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever you go, I always know
'Cause you make me smile, even just for a while

I braced myself and she impacted me and she kissed me the way I love her doing but the new way she does it now but now really fucking different.

Holy fucking shit talking about mind blowing amazing fucking kiss.

We pulled away breathless. "I missed you baby!" I told her. "I missed you too Mason but I still don't remember everything sorry but we got this back again that's something right!" She told me.

"Yeah that's something baby! Like I always told you and promised you I always be there for you no matter what. I couldn't leave you there. No matter how much I tried to leave and the further I got. I just couldn't do it Punch!" I told her.

"I can feel it Mason! I need to show you what happened to me will you let me please. Can we go somewhere please!" I nodded my head to her.

I went and grabbed us a blanket and sunshine got out and I grabbed a bottle of jacks and grabbed a cooler of beer before I had a feeling we were going to need it.

I got in and handed her the whiskey bottle and she yanked it out of my hand and took a big long drink of it and hugged it like a hugged it like a teddy bear and I busted out laughing at her.

I found a place and just parked and we just turned around and sat with our backs against the doors.

Me against the driver's door facing her and her with her back against the passenger side door facing me and both of us have a beer.

I started seeing everything that happened to her that she happened on that was showed to her by Stanley before everything went to hell.

Then what happened on the island. To what happened after. Then it was gone and I showed her what happened to me.

This was our thing now! Well it started a while ago it was just habit with us now and she just seemed to remember to do it with me somehow.

Maybe it was our best friend thing between us. A way for us to communicate with each other without anyone knowing just us.

Because we could also could also add what it felt like to us when we went through that at that moment with each other and we could share that with each other and understand each other better what each other felt like in those moments.

She was looking away and had tears falling from her eyes and she had her jacks now.

I knew I had tears falling from my eyes to. "I'm so fucking Sorry Mason!" I looked at her confused shocked.

"BELLA!" She instantly locked eyes with me. "There you are! You have nothing to be sorry for Bella! Yes it hurt me but I understand why you did it Bella! I'm not a complete fucking asshole or Jack ass as you put it!" I snatched the Jack's out of her hand and started drinking it myself.

I closed my eyes as I felt the burn from it! "I forgave you for hurting me like that. I didn't blame you for why you did it or other things it was the way you hurt me and your son." I explained to her.

"He already forgave you I just couldn't. But I also couldn't just leave you there either. No matter how far I got Emmett had fucking fight on his hands with me. I kept trying to turn around and if high command didn't order didn't order me I would of turned around because I wouldn't of been able to do it Bella. Where you go I follow it is to strong of a pull for me to be with you and it's always been that way for me since I touched the side of the face when I first found you and I touched the side of your face and you leaned into my touch." I crawled forward to her and cupped the side of her face and she closed her eyes and she leaned into my touch.

"I was always drawn to that to feel that, the shocks that I never felt before, how you always lean into my touch and I always hope you open your fucking eyes again because they are my favorite color." She slowly opens her eyes.

"Sapphire Blue!" Then she talks with her eyes and I smiled that new smile and so does she when she says it.

Safe!

"Yeah, I always see that too baby! I love you so fucking much!" I told her.

Her eyes brighten and she quickly reaches up and snags my lips and deepened the kiss.

We pull away and she pulls out her remote and looks at it and clicks a couple of numbers and then closes her eyes and I lifted up of her confused and sat back against the driver's door because she was waiting for me to get off of her.

What the hell is going on?  Then the music came on and she started moving her body differently and singing our song differently too.

He was working through college
On my grandpa's farm
I was thirsting for knowledge
And he had a car
Yeah, I was caught somewhere between a woman and a child
One restless summer we found love growing wild
On the banks of the river on a well beaten path
It's funny how those memories they last
Like strawberry wine and seventeen
The hot July moon saw everything
My first taste of love, oh bittersweet
Green on the vine
Like strawberry wine
I still remember
When thirty was old
And my biggest fear was September
when he had to go
A few cards and letters and one long distance call
We drifted away like the leaves in the fall
But year after year I come back to this place
Just to remember the taste
Of strawberry wine and seventeen
The hot July moon saw everything
My first taste of love, whoa-oh, bittersweet
Green on the vine
Like strawberry wine
The fields have grown over now
Years since they've seen the plow
There's nothing time hasn't touched
Is it really him or the loss of my innocence?
I've been missing so much
Yeah
Strawberry wine and seventeen
The hot July moon saw everything
My first taste of love, whoa-oh bittersweet
And green on the vine
Like strawberry wine and seventeen
The hot July moon saw everything
My first taste of love, oh, bittersweet
And green on the vine
Like strawberry wine
Strawberry wine
Ooh
Strawberry wine

She was somehow straddling me now because she slid down my knees and she had her lazily over my shoulders now and her face only inches from mine now and she has the song on repeat too.

I closed my eyes and leaned my forehead against hers and my hands gripped her hips on her skin.

"Are you sure baby?" I asked her as I opened my eyes and locked eyes with her eyes and she spoke with her eyes first and she smiled that new smile too.

Yes, I love you Edward!

"Yes, only you have my heart and soul Mason and I will always choose you first for experience our first when it comes to making love Mason that's my promise but let's keep it a secret between us I still like the sneaking around." She told me.

"Oh that's a fucking promise baby I'm keeping this a secret I love the sneaking around with you!" I snuck in the kiss and both of sealed it at the same time as we deepened at the same time.

I slowly took her shirt and sports bra and started laying her down on the seat so I could really show her how I felt about her first with my hands and my mouth first. This was about touch and feel through our connection first because I wanted her to know that the pain is temporary.

I took my time with her this time because if you think about it meant more to me this time with her especially now.

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