"You can't do this".

Her words ran through his head.

Why?
Why can't I do this?

Humans are amazingly complex living creatures - the product of millions of years of evolution. However, it is the large human brain and its achievements that make us unique among the other creature that share the planet with us. As far as we know, no other animal can develop theories and think about them, or translate thoughts into language and then record them for posterity as we do.
And yet we fail to understand each others emotions, wants and feeling.

All Taehyung wanted to do was see his partner happy after announcing a good news. But what he expected never happened.

All she wanted to do was keep Taehyung safe, with herself. She wanted Tae to see no one else other than her as a potential person to spend his life along with.

But to what extent was it alright?     

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On the table, in front of her was contract by the modeling agency that approched him few weeks ago. It had few terms and conditions.

Forget about it. You were not at all cool with the idea of Taehyung exposing himself to the world. This small matter was not as small as it seemed, for you. For you it was a chance for the girls out there to snatch him from you.
It was not just an opportunity for Taehyung to start his modeling career, it was opportunity for other to detach him from you.
Or atleast you thought so.

"Why! Why do you think I shouldn't do this?", he spat out.

He expected you to be happy with his progress. But here you were, having a whirlwind of emotions in the cup of you heart.

Teary eyes pleaded him not to do it. His heart shattered into pieces. All the anticipation of sharing this news with two of his most beloved people had created a hollow inside him after your straight refusal. His excitement was dead.

On the other hand Jungkook looked cheerful. The idea of his hyung walking the ramp, posing for brands, appearing on television to promote products flooded his mind until you broke out loud.

"Taehyung you don't understand."

You cupped his cheeks to melt him down. His body language dictating fury. He does seem to melt at your touch, but, but the hollow created inside him by his lovers straight refusal to something he was excited about, seems to be huge. Maybe nothing other than your approval could fill it.

"Y/N I guess you should try to understand. Hyung never asked a thing from you. I really don't know why are you not happy with him persuing his career in modeling but I guess you should try to weigh your concern and his happiness once. Maybe you'll change your mind."

Your eyes darted to the raven haired boy.

How could someone be someone be so sacrificial and loving?
You thought.

"I know you love hyung a lot, I'm sure you'll think about this and make your further decision.", Kook added.

He was so young yet so mature. He was right. You instantly started missing Taehyungs boxy smile which always flutter your heart.

"Taehyung I love you a lot. I never told you but I do. I really don't like the prospect of someone seeing something that belongs only for my eyes to be seen."

Both the men were taken aback by your strong choice of words. Taehyung never in his lifetime, thought that you'd be so possessive about him. He found it cute but he really wanted to work for the agency.
One of the reasons being quick money. He wanted to settle quickly as he had plans of his own.

"Y/N", he said cautioning you.

"Koo already knows Tae. Of course he'd know"

Taehyung blushed and looked at Kook who smirked but broke out a grin nonetheless.

"Y/N, I really want you to think about this for a while. I know you love me but please consider my happiness this once. I promise I'll behave myself".

He looked like a cute son trying to convince his eomma to send him to the near-by park. You couldn't stiffle your smile.

"I'll think about it Tae"

"That's all I want you to do as of now!".

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Dinner went pretty well with Jungkook eating like he's been starved for days and the couple of you enjoying the adorable sight. Taehyung cleaned the table and you offered to wash the dishes.

You felt a hand tapping your shoulder while your were working with the dishes. You turned to see Jungkook with a piece of candy grasped by his fingers.

"Open up", he said.

You did it reluctantly though.

"Have you thought about it"

You very well knew where this was going. So, he was here to convince you. Brothers for life, you thought.

"No koo"

"So...tell me why don't you want him to do this?"

"I told you both earlier. I don't want others to stand a chance for him"

Still not used to your strong set of word for Taehyung, he raised his eyebrows in shock.

"But, don't you think it would be a little selfish of you to think this way and crush his hopes of getting his job.''

"What are you talking about, Kookie?", you demanded explaination.

"You love Tae?''

"Why do you even ask"

"So do I. Then, could you not see the happiness in his eyes when he approched us with the news, because I could see it. I'd never want my hyung to be sad. I see my happiness in him. Don't you do that?"

He was trying to manipulate you but it was working.

"See Y/N he could have been some jerk boyfriend and signed the contract without your consent, but he didn't. He came here and asked you about it.

He could have just signed it even after your disapproval, but he didn't.
Why?
Because he truly loves you and respects your decision. Your opinions matter a lot for him. Then can you not keep your insecurities and concern aside and think about his happiness, once?"

You were quite offended by the word insecurities but whatever he said, you couldn't completely deny it.

You loved Tae?
For sure.

You wanted him to be happy?
No doubts!

Then what is making you stop Taehyung from doing what makes him happy?
Maybe Jungkook was right.
Your insecurities.

Your insecurities have been eating you alive!

"I think you are right Koo. Maybe I was overreacting."

"You weren't overreacting babes, you were just concerned, maybe?"

"Eww Koo, don't call me that!", you exclaimed.

"Call you what? Babes? I surely can! I still like you. And I'll continue doing that.", he smiled.

You were not sure that his smile was genuinely a happy one or a sad one but you adored it on his handsome face.

"I'm sorry Koo. I'm really sorry to break your heart. And I know you will find someone better than me, whom you can dote all day long and pour all your love upon."

"Don't be sorry girl. It hurts but I know I'll overcome it, or at least I will try to. But remember whenever someone hurts you, you can come to me without any hesitation. If you remember hyung 10 times when you are in a problem, please remember me at least once. If you remember him 100 times then at least remember me 10 times. Thats all I will ask, just one tenth of your attention. Don't forget me please, it'll hurt me to death."

His voice cracked at the end. You were stroking his tear stained cheeks that once had cherry hue. His lips which kissed you hard until the air was knocked out of your lungs, were now trembling. His curious eyes were glistening and looking at you with pure love in them.

You embraced him tightly and reminded like that. His nose buried in the crook of your neck and hand wrapped around you, tightly, searching for warmth and comfort. You provided it to him. That was until you felt him soaking you shirt with his tears. You broke the hug. Your eyes glistening too now. You kissed the corner of his lips. Salty taste of tears lingering on your tongue.

"You soaked my shirt, you idiot", you said in a playful tone and he seemed to giggle his signature bunny giggles, showcasing his front teeth.

It was cute.

"Can I have some cookies then?"

You laughed at his attempt of lightening the atmosphere. He was such good boy!

"Only if you tell Tae that I'm ready!"

"Ready for what?"

"I'm okay with him accepting the offer. I'd be proud to have a model as my boyfriend", you chuckled.

"The fuck-"

"Yes. I'm serious and go tell him before I change my mind."

"Yes boss lady"

He ran towards the living room only to pause his actions and come back in the kitchen. He back hugged you, more like squeezed you.

"Thank you so much! I love you!", he exclaimed and ran towards the living room.

You chuckled to yourself.

How could he be so so happy for someone else when he just went through a heartbreak session not even five minutes ago. His selfless nature had planted a seed of adoration in the depth of your heart.

Soon you felt pair of strong arms wrapping you lovingly.

"Thank you so. so. so much!"
Every 'so' was accompanied with a kiss on your neck.

This simple action was surely making you weak in knees.

"Don't thank me Tae, it was really wrong of me to control or influence your decision. Its your life and I shouldn't have dictated something about it like I did earlier. I'm sorry for that."

"Baby its alright. I'm glad you considered and gave a positive response."

"Thank Kook if you want to. He is the one who persuaded me."

"Ohh I'll surely do that.

He turned you to face him now. His mocha iris boring deep holes into your. He bent forward and kissed your forehead mumbling a thank you. His hands caged you. The scenes of your movie date flashed you when you had your first kiss and also your first time soon after that. His hands resting on the kitchen counter and his body pressed to yours.

His trailed your jaw placing hot open mouthed kisses. You closed your eyes getting the feel of it. You could feel him harden down there. A soft moan left your throat which instantly cathched his attention. He rubbed his nose over the side of your face, inhaling your sweet scent.

"You smell like jasmines"

You didn't know how to reply to that, so you kept quiet. His hands firmly grasped your waist now, burying his fingertips into your soft flesh. You gasped at this rough action of his and he instantly attached his mouth to yours. Your moan swallowed by him. His hand moved down to your thigh as he placed them around his waist and picked you up to set on the kitchen counter.

You wrapped your legs around his waist and pulled him closer to you, until your hips were joint and no space was left between the both of you. You broke the kiss to fill in your lungs. He kissed you just below your ear when you let out a strangled moan. He began sucking it, knowing he found your sweet spot. He pulled back satisfied to see a a petal like mark blooming there. Proud of the master piece he created, he kissed and licked it.

He took hold of your wrist and traced his abdomen. You began touching him on your own once he got hold of your waist again. You traced his abdomen with your left hand while the right one was pulling his soft locks. He rubbed your sides and let his hands rest just below the swell of your breast. He let out a gruttal moan, in the shell of your ear. It had heat pooling in the pit of your stomach. You dig your heels in his back, pulling him closer, if it was possible.

"I guess I'll stay at Jimin's tonight"

You both snapped your heads to see Jungkook already wearing his hoodie and leaving.

"You guys enjoy", he winked at the both of you.

He closed the door behind him.

You were beyond embarrassed, while Taehyung was a bit flustered by his younger brother walking in on him making out.

"It was hot", he said, his voice thick with desire.

I'm sure she'll have fun. Even if it hurts I'll try to be happy, its not something I can change after all.

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Have a nice week ahead and brace yourself for the next chapters.              
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