◃◃ Memory #1 ▹▹

Zhong Chenle

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"Bubble"

Chenwe point at bubble that flwew away.

I gibing him a bath while Hyungie make dindin. He still have scars fwom when we safe him, but they no hurt him now.

He talkie more now too~.

"Pwetty bubble~"

I smile while pourwing water on him.

I pict him up out of the bath, and dwied him off. I happiwy bwushed his hair, ears, and tail, and put his favorwite slweeping cwothes on him.

"Fwuffy"

He smile at me.

"Cutie Chenwe~"

I hug pict him up, and cawwied him to the couch to watch tvee.

I pwaced him in my lap, and he purr. We watcht Moominie and have fun. I happy that me and Hyungie safe him~.

He vewy cute and fun to be awound. I hope we stay bwothers forever~.

"Wenjunie-hyung"

"Hm~?"

He suddenwy hug me and purr more.

"Wuv you~~, vewy much~~~!"

This the firs time he say that to me!

And it the firs time he look so happy~!

I so vewy happy that he happy~~~!

"I weally wuv you too Chenwe~~~!"

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"..."

"......"

"........."

"Why...?"

"Why......?"

"Hyung..."

"Why did you love me so much...?"

"Why did you care for me so much...?"

"Why..., did you sacrifice everything for me...?"

"Even though you didn't know me at all that day..."

"Even though I refused to go with you and Taeyong..."

"You didn't give up on me..."

"You made it your priority to save me..."

"Me..."

"Just some worthless stray kitten..."

"..."

"Everyday since then..."

"You took care of me..."

"You played with me..."

"You spent time with me..."

"You talked to me..."

"You..."

"Did everything for me..."

"But..."

"Why......?"

"..."

"With every passing day..."

"I got better..."

"And my scars began to fade away, along with the pain that came with them..."

"I began to trust you more and more..."

"Then, that day..."

"I realized something..."

"Every time I saw your face..."

"Every time I saw your smile..."

"Every time I heard you laugh..."

"Every time you did something for me you didn't have to do..."

"A feeling began to grow within me..."

"A feeling that I had never felt in my life..."

"I didn't know what it was at first..."

"But that day..."

"Sitting in your lap..."

"I finally realized..."

"..."

"It was love..."

"I loved you..."

"A lot..."

"You were the angel that saved me..."

"The angel that showed me how to love..."

"And you didn't stop with just me..."

"You've shown love to so many people..."

"Even to people who hated you..."

"You saved a lot of them too..."

"Zuho..."

"Leiyong..."

"Seiki and Vexxen..."

"Even Xansho..."

"You saved everyone..."

"So why is it..."

"That you're having so much trouble, saving yourself...?"

"..."

"Why...?"

"......"

"W-Why......???"

"........."

"WHY??!!"

"WHY ARE YOU JUST GIVING UP LIKE THIS??!!"

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU??!!"

"THIS ISN'T YOU!!"

"THE RENJUN I KNOW WOULD NEVER GIVE UP SO DAMN EASILY!!"

"SO WHY??!!"

"I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO REPAY YOU YET!!"

"I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAVE YOU LIKE YOU SAVED ME!!"

"DON'T LET XINYI TAKE YOUR SOUL!!"

"DON'T LET HIM TEAR ALL OF US APART!!"

"EVERYTHING WE'VE ALL WORK SO HARD FOR!!"

"EVERYONE WE'VE COME TO LOVE!!"

"YOU CAN'T LET HIM DO THIS!!"

"YOU CAN'T!!"

"..."

"You can't......"

"......"

"Y-You just can't........."

"........."

"Hyung......"

"I know you can hear me..."

"I know you can hear all of us..."

"You're not fighting this battle alone..."

"You never were..."

"We're going to help you..."

"We're always with you, no matter what..."

"This time..."

"This time......"

"I'll finally save you..."

"I'll save you with everyone else by my side to help me..."

"So..."

"You just have to do your part..."

"And..."

"Wake up........."

"Wake up......"

"Wake up..."

"Wake up"

"WAKE UP!!"