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What just happened?

What just happened?!

Horror flooded Laurence's features. What did he just do? He could speak, he was frozen. All he could do was look into Garroth's shocked eyes. "I....I" Garroth didn't know what to say. He had just been kissed by his best friend. He had no knowledge of Laurence even thinking of Garroth this way.

"I-I'm so sorry Garroth. You just kept putting yourself down and I panicked and and" Laurence kept apologizing, on the verge of tears. "I'll just go now" Laurence said before racing towards the front door, tears of regret and guilt pouring down his face. "Laurence, wait-" Garroth tried calling out, but Laurence was already out the door.

Garroth's mind was running wild. Never in one million years would he think Laurence would kiss him. Why did Laurence kiss him?

And....

Why did he like it?

Garroth felt his heart pound in his chest. His face heated up a bright red. Why was this happening? Why did Garroth feel like this? Was he sick? Is it because Laurence kissed him?

Garroth has never felt this way before. He felt like his heart was going to burst from his chest. This feeling was foreign to him.

What is this?

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Laurence ran. He ran as far as his legs could carry him. He just wanted to get away from there.

Why the hell did he do that?! What the hell was he thinking!?

He wasn't thinking. That was his mistake.

Laurence stopped running when he made it to a grassy hill. He knows that hill. That was the place where Laurence find out he was in love with Garroth. More tears seeped down. This was where his life went to hell.

The day he was here with Garroth is when they were juniors in high school. After that, All Laurence could think about was Garroth. Garroth Garroth Garroth, all day and all night. He was hopelessly in love with his best friend. He hates it. He hates how he's in love with his best friend. Of all the people in the world, why Garroth? Laurence might as well be coughing up flower petals and blood with the way he's felt.

Laurence sits down on the grassy hill and sighs deeply. "Why did I have to do that?" He repeats over and over as he looks down from the hill and onto the field below.

There's no way Laurence could face Garroth. Not after what he's done to ruin their friendship.

A/N

Sorry if some sentences seem a bit repetitive. I was trying to make this chapter as long and angsty as possible. Anywhore, hope you liked it~~